Decisions to make
This is terribly sad. I think you need to trust your instincts. What feels most healing? If it leaving, then go!
One of my astrology teachers told me that whenever there was a rough period then to turn to the energy of the Sun sign for support and answers. Your Sun sign can always carry you through.
So I think if you meditate on your Libra energy of the Sun you will understand what you need in this instance.
Sending you light and love.
God, I can't even imagine what you're going through. I won't say the typical platitudes, I can only say that we simply move on, but we never forget.
As for your composite, seeing that Pluto is conjunct the NN, tightly conjunct the IC, it means that you were to stay with him in your hometown in order to learn something important for your lives, together and separately. I cannot exactly figure what it might be, but with the composite NN in Virgo, I would think something about being of service to each other and/or other people. Maybe you both, together and/or separately, helped people through charity.
I would agree with moving out and probably starting over. Furthermore, trJupiter on your 9th will give you the chance to find renewed faith in a philosophical and/or spiritual system. TrNN passing through your natal 11th house means that you will meet new friends and enjoy unexpected support. It won't be strange if you see suddenly people dropping by to see you once you move where your son and father is! I can't help but notice your natal Jupiter in Aries as the apex of the yod with Neptune and Pluto. This means that you have a great ability to take the initiative and fending for yourself and you will definitely need it now.
Apart from all this, I can only send some healing vibes your way. You're here with us; it matters, and you matter.
(((((teeceedee7)))) I am so so sorry! I'm sending you lots of love and healing vibes!
I don't know much about composite, but if you feel like leaving the place, follow your intuition.
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How tragic. I’m so sorry, @teeceedee7
I can only imagine how sore and tender you must feel... I don’t have anything to say about the composite, but I would like to a wish you well as you make decisions and move forward from such a devastating loss. I hope that the most glorious and magnificent transformation is just around the next corner for you.
So sorry, about your loss, teeceedee7. Take good care.