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Lakshmi
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This is terribly sad.  I think you need to trust your instincts.  What feels most healing?  If it leaving, then go!

One of my astrology teachers told me that whenever there was a rough period then to turn to the energy of the Sun sign for support and answers.  Your Sun sign can always carry you through.

So I think if you meditate on your Libra energy of the Sun you will understand what you need in this instance.

Sending you light and love.

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teeceedee7
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@lakshmi. Love Love Love Love to you!  I will take your message to heart and look to the Libra Sun in my 4th house.  For a time it referred to my journey here, back "Home".   There is also I believe Earth Justice - which I can work for anywhere.  

 

Light and Love to you too <3

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God, I can't even imagine what you're going through. I won't say the typical platitudes, I can only say that we simply move on, but we never forget.

As for your composite, seeing that Pluto is conjunct the NN, tightly conjunct the IC, it means that you were to stay with him in your hometown in order to learn something important for your lives, together and separately. I cannot exactly figure what it might be, but with the composite NN in Virgo, I would think something about being of service to each other and/or other people. Maybe you both, together and/or separately, helped people through charity. 

I would agree with moving out and probably starting over. Furthermore, trJupiter on your 9th will give you the chance to find renewed faith in a philosophical and/or spiritual system. TrNN passing through your natal 11th house means that you will meet new friends and enjoy unexpected support. It won't be strange if you see suddenly people dropping by to see you once you move where your son and father is! I can't help but notice your natal Jupiter in Aries as the apex of the yod with Neptune and Pluto. This means that you have a great ability to take the initiative and fending for yourself and you will definitely need it now.

Apart from all this, I can only send some healing vibes your way. You're here with us; it matters, and you matter. 

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@canscocappy. Many thanks.  

Receiving your feedback is so very helpful.  From other angles I can see my situation with more clarity.  Pluto definitely played out in our relationship - depth, intensity and transformation.  I also attended to our Progressed Composite.  At the time of our meeting the Sun was at 1 degree Libra.  I do believe that there was a destined element to our meeting.

And!  as I move forward - checking out what you have seen:  there IS a lot of positive to look forward to.  As you indicate the 11th house is lit up - not only with NN, also with Uranus.  

Chiron has definitely done a wounding to my 10th house of reputation.  I had stupidly told a story about myself in a small town - that I had '3 dead exs'.... my first also committed suicide - however we had not been together for almost 3 years, he was in another relationship and they'd had a child who was maybe 4 months old.  My next two long term partners have also died, however again, we had not been together for some time.  It was a pattern I noticed and compared to my father's maternal grandmother- she'd had 5 husbands, each dying before she married the next!  She was a very creative woman, painter and apparently a 'seer' of some sort.  Anyway!  I didn't realize people would blow that story out of all proportion and my lover's brother tell people that I was somehow to blame for his death.  

Thank you for pointing out my 10th House Jupiter in Aries strengths.  <3 <3 <3 <3.  I know I will land on my feet.  Right now I must go through a painful passage.

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(((((teeceedee7)))) I am so so sorry! I'm sending you lots of love and healing vibes!

I don't know much about composite, but if you feel like leaving the place, follow your intuition.

❤️ ❤️ ❤️ 

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@calliope.  Love to you!  ❤️ 🌺 ❤️ 🌼  I am grateful for your response.

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How tragic. I’m so sorry, @teeceedee7

I can only imagine how sore and tender you must feel... I don’t have anything to say about the composite, but I would like to a wish you well as you make decisions and move forward from such a devastating loss. I hope that the most glorious and magnificent transformation is just around the next corner for you.

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@cocopeaches

I found out just yesterday and received it today:  he left me a beautiful banjo. 

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@teeceedee7 what a precious gift <3

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So sorry, about your loss, teeceedee7. Take good care.

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