I have natal Pluto in my First House, Virgo, conjunct Ascendant, square Sun, in a Cradle with Mercury/Venus/Neptune and sextile Moon in Scorpio. I am currently going through t. Pluto in my 5th House opposite Venus, quincunx Sun, square Progressed Ascendant and quincunx Black Moon Lilith.

I’ve been wrung out, terrified, terrible and also hounded by my dreams all because I’ve been furiously resisting my shed. Negotiating ways around the phoenixing, exploiting the strengths and bargaining to avoid my weaknesses…simply unwilling to accept all of the awesome that will only come after some painful confrontations.

I have a humbling confrontation like this tomorrow (the first of many) that I’ve been putting off. I devised a lot of strategies (lies) around it, but I have finally, fearfully, reluctantly given in and accepted the consequences.

Time to stop kicking and screaming and finally break free and usher in the Age of Revelation.

I don’t feel empowered. I feel dread. But I’m beyond exhausted, so I’m almost relieved.

It’s just a very, very solitary Plutonic undertaking.