Balancing my fixed grand cross
Apart from the doom and gloom that is typically associated with this, I read on some places that a grand cross can help a person have a lot of structure in their lives and that once you can reconcile the energies, there is a lot you can do with it since by definition you have a lot of one particular energy (in my case fixed).
So basically I have to integrate the energies of Scorpio, Aquarius, Taurus, and Leo. How do I go about doing that and how do i know I integrated an energy affectively? Especially with Leo, I think that's the one I have the most issues with since I have a weak sun and a lot hard aspects to my sun sign.
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@confused-duck This is a Tarot card I was thinking about recently which may be useful for grand cross aspects - it's 4 pentacles from the Thoth deck. Any of the number 4 cards in Tarot could be worth reflecting on in relation to a grand cross, which takes the shape of a square with 4 corners. Check out other decks for imagery. This image from the Thoth is so strong and beautiful, and is entitled 'Power'.
With a Scorpio Ascendent - instead of asking about how and what you can balance within yourself - it might also be productive to ask about what facets of yourself need to be eliminated/ destroyed and how you can engage with that process.....