I first got in contact with the soldier in 2003 when Pluto was transiting my Sun. A Pluto Moon transit is infinitely easier to cope with but I did the best I could back then and one of the ways I coped was by writing the astrology mailing lists. More specifically, I wrote to one list, the one that did not kick me off or find me too repulsive that is.
Because “intense” does not cover it. I was writing this stuff that apparently was beyond what could be read because I was getting kicked off lists and banned left and right.The soldier was telling me his Special Forces stories at the time and he was not messing around. I guess he’d never talked to anyone before in his life and once he got started… Whew!
I worked to contain the energy he was pouring into me, all of it from the darkest of the dark shadow you can find. It was like being able to conduct a rare interview except for I never asked any questions.
And some gal on the list pointed out I sure seemed happy hanging around in the depths of hell with this guy. She specifically said, I was not merely sitting with the black dog in the depths of hell, but patting his head and rubbing his tummy… having a grand ol’ time.
I thought this was hysterical at the time because she was right. And I couldn’t see it at all until she said it. I was soooo in my element. So now fast forward 5 years… this conversation is from today.
“Yeah, they think you have me tricked. There are people who think that. You are this Special Forces guy, everyone knows you’re tricky and can’t be trusted. You have put one over on me big time,” I said. “You’re doing special ops on me.”
Yeah, but then they come look at me and I don’t seem like a victim. Read my blog and it’s possible I might not be so dumb after all, Maybe you really are lovesick and I am taking advantage of you.”
“Now all the sudden now it’s me who is up to something and you who has to be protected from me! Apparently no one can decide which one of us the horrible manipulative one,” I said. “Isn’t that funny? I think it’s funny.”
So there’s your answer. When two shadow figures get together they remain shadow figures however you can break your mind on them… which is probably what you deserve for throwing your shadow onto others in the first place.
Can any of your Scorps relate?