To continue the discussion on the Venus Neptune landshark, there are endless ways for it to manifest. This is me, today, on the phone with denamaria. This is a conversation I have had a few times this week.
“The doc wrote four diagnoses on the order for the blood test. One of them was foreign so I googled it. It was DISGUSTING. The pictures were disgusting. It’s so gross, I am not going to tell you what they say I have because I don’t want anyone thinking I have something this disgusting. I mean, forget about it.”
“You tell me what it says,” she countered.
“No, I will not. The pictures are too gross. Maybe she wrote it on there to justify the blood test. I don’t know but there is no way I am going to have people go look at these pictures and say, Elsa has that. I do not have that or at least if I do, it is the mildest version in the world. Anyway…”
“I want to know what you have,” she said, interrupting.
“I know but I am not going to tell you. It’s too gross and I don’t know if I have it anyway. I don’t look near as bad as the pictures and if what I have is this, why is there not even one picture or a mild case? Anyway, here what I am trying to tell you. There are primarily 3 ways to have this. Thyroid disease, cancer or AIDS.”
“Yeah. Well don’t worry. I know I don’t have AIDS, I have tested, and I doubt I have cancer, though who knows? It’s probably my thyroid but you see what I mean. This is like something you can get with a depressed immune system. It’s opportunistic, I guess so what I take from this is, holy cow! Look at what can happen to you when your body is fighting cancer…or AIDS. It is mind-boggling but anyway, this is one of the things going on. Supposedly or possibly I have a horrible problem that is so disgusting looking, I am not going to tell anyone, and I don’t even know if I have it, or if it is just something doctor’s write to get blood tests paid for…”
*Note that last is also getting money (Venus) by deception (Neptune).