With Venus about to conjunct Uranus on it’s way to oppose Saturn and square Pluto, I am realizing I very likely lost a friend. I hate to say it because we’ve been talking for a number of years, maybe 6 or more but I think our last conversation did us in. When I hung up I thought, jeez, and I’ve not been able to think anything but since. It’s like we just can’t go on.
This reminds me of when I had my first baby and a few weeks later my best friend has an abortion. She just didn’t want to see me after that and this separation is along similar lines. The difference is I don’t intend to maintain this smaller circle which I think is something widely applicable which is why I am reporting this.
While Saturn and Pluto squaring off may very well signify a consolidation and the need to get by on less, Jupiter and Uranus are about to engage and and indicate an opportunity and expansion.
This may sound pretty drastic but what makes sense to me at this time is that I leave the people who wish to drop off (or drop me off) to do as they please, letting them go easily with an eye on the horizon. In the words I would not fight to keep a relationship at this point.
My husband said something to me awhile back that struck me: “The people in my life are the ones who have decided to stick with me.” Venus rules Taurus and it probably is that simple.
Right now there is a void but I am betting there is a new number on my phone soon. I could not get rid of my baby to keep that friend fifteen years ago and I cannot get rid of this element of myself either so…
Anyone running into anything similar?