I’m constantly gathering data with all of senses. Eyes, ears, brain but I’m also in touch with my inner feelers, pretty much all the time.
It may sound as if I never relax, but to me this the way to relax. It’s also the way to have fun and to smile and to laugh out loud. I realize it may sound crazy but far from it. I’m just a hopped up, brainy seeker with spider-sense-fueled intuition. Bunnies are going to hop. Elsa is going to think.
I love it when things come together, especially when I am interested in all things involved. This happened recently and I just hope I can explain this well enough to have it understood.
I have been interested in projection for forever. I have been interested in programming, by the media, specifically, rather than by parents or other ways more routinely discussed.
I’ve also been interested in tactics, prowess and striving to prevail, for all long as I can remember. Case in point, I tried to get my mother to let me go to school with the older kids when I was three. If I were a dog, I’d be pulling on my chain all day.
As you may know, I tended to have to go around my mother, who also would not allow me to go to heaven. You see how long it took me to decide to dodge her block. One second? This is because I was ten years old at that time. By then, I’d been going around her for years.
My goal was to learn to read and when she would not allow me to attend first grade, I was furious. I opted to teach myself which I managed to do by the time I was four, sheer will, as far as I know.
I appreciate this may be exhausting to read but I’m hoping you can feel how I am trying to put things together. I guess there are puzzle solvers in the world and I am one of them.
In the current day, I have a client who I have a lot in common with. She’s got a sharp mind and big mouth that easily trumps my own. Still, two heads are better than one! Further, she plays at such a high level, the small things she might miss can make a big a difference so I’m hired.
This gal has a very large stellium in Scorpio and an Aries moon so she is MARSY! She’s a psych nurse and this is what this story is about.
I worked with another psych nurse for a number of years. He was man; Charlie, who I really loved. Sadly, he died a couple of years ago, but he is also part of this story.
It may be worthwhile to stop and think about what this job entails. Charlie was often called to lift or move or restrain patients. They’d have worked him ’round the clock if had he allowed it.
So the client is in the middle of a serious conflict. My job is to help her mastermind the situation. If you imagine me licking my lips at this – yes!
We have to psychoanalyze the other players which is her forte. She tends to go very deep… like it’s always sexual and hey! She’s probably right.
I am more tactical and one my skills is to be able to see through the other person’s eyes… especially if they’re a criminal, because hey! Look at my background. I have a very good bead on people in authority as well. What that’s all about!
I’m also good at considering the effects of transits on an individual as well as the effects on the collective.
Last, I know endless way that energies can be used.
As an example, she is now using a Saturn in Pisces defense which is different from the Mars defense I plotted, two days earlier. She’s defending as she simultaneously attacks. Is this wonderful or what?
At the moment of my breakthrough, we were brainstorming the likely thought process and emotional state of the man who has emerged as her main foe at this time. If you want a good defense, best look at the person you’re trying to defend against!
I felt that he hadn’t yet figured out who he was dealing with yet. At this point in the game, he’s still thinks he can win and will win. In fact, I suggested he may even think he can’t lose. She wanted me to explain this so I did.
“He’s got your information. He knows you are a psych nurse…”
I explained that when a person of his age group thinks, “psych nurse”, they thing of Nurse Ratched in One Flew Over The Cuckoos’ Nest.
She did not like this because she is nothing like that, which was my point. He’s got her misidentified, but my real point was that this man is in a higher position than Nurse Ratched.
Are you tracking this? The real person, in their real life, looks at the other real person, projecting a persona on them. In this case, the man feels he has authority over the projected persona, so he’s safe.
This false sense of security is a very good thing if you’re on her side. For the record, her side is the righteous one.
I explained I had another client in her field and projected the the male orderly personalities from that movie, on to him. I can’t tell you how offensive the Ratched person is to my client, but I am aware of this phenomenon for two reasons.
First, I do it myself as I’ve mentioned, but also, what am I? An astrologer? What does that conjure up? A shyster in in starry clothing waiting to ruin someone from behind a crystal ball? Nice!
If you are going to use this technique, you have to check your generation. Ratched = Psych Nurse in my reality. There was another psych movie, Girl Interrupted?
I never saw that movie but if there is a strong psych nurse character in that movie, the younger mind may track to that character, having never heard of my generation’s designated Psych Nurse character.