I will be turning 40 in November 2007. I am in a rut and have been for the last 6 years. My life is in limbo, everything is stagnant, and I keep running into obstacles time and time again.
When will this end. When will I start living my Life! I want 40 to be a turning point for me. The beginning of a new cycle. Will I achieve this and how?
I had a hard time fathoming your question and I finally gave up. I just don’t get it. How is your life in limbo without your express consent? If you have done nothing, learned nothing, and gone nowhere in six long years… whose fault could that possibly be besides your own? What are you waiting for? Who are you waiting for? Why are you waiting at all?
Fact is, 40 becomes 45 very quickly. 45 becomes 55, quicker still. This is assuming you make it to 55 because people drop dead all the time, don’t they? So I’ll ask you again. Why are you waiting to make yourself a life that satisfies you? And why would you wait to be 40 to make a change? Why not 39 1/3? I don’t understand this!!
You have a blessed chart compared to most. You’re a Sadge (lucky) with your Moon conjunct Jupiter (lucky) and you have a Capricorn Mars for Godsakes. That’s the best Mars in the zodiac, so why don’t you use it? Obstacles? There are obstacles in your life?
You know what? Everybody has obstacles. Everybody! And I would bet that most people have obstacles far more challenging than yours and they do not let this stop them. They find a way! So if you’re going to let your obstacles stop you, how can we feel sorry for you?
Bottom line: if you want 40 to be a turning point in your life than make it a turning point in your life! This is a personal choice. But if you are waiting for God or who knows who to take you to the promised land and it’s smooth sailing and open range between here and there… well I just don’t think this exists! But let me answer your question:
You will “achieve this” if you try! If you do not try, you will achieve nothing. And I hope this pisses you off. Because if you get mad enough you might just do something, which can only help.