Why do all the things in your life happen? Why did you suffer this or enjoy that? Why did you find out one thing but not the other? Why did you spend time with this or that or not spend time with this or that? Are there mistakes? Or are there no mistakes? Why did I lose X or find Y?
I know these are big questions! I have a progressed Sagittarius moon at the moment and I’m getting a feel for how all the little pieces; little things that have caught my eye or caught my attention in some way, actually add up to something.
I’m talking about very personal experiences. Things I noticed that bothered me or perhaps they made me laugh. I would react and remark on these things without fail.
“You’re crazy, Elsa.” Oh, I know. I know. I’m an astrologer after all. I’m from the desert. I grew up without a tv. Without a telephone. I mean without a landline. Why? What does it mean outside of what I was told in plain language. “We’re moving to the desert where no one can hear you scream”?
Is this why I see and feel things that other people don’t? Am I overreactive? Am I excitable when others are chill? Should I get a pill for this to help myself?
But now it’s coming together. I am beginning to understand “life”. My life.
Why am I hanging out with these gamers?
Why did I read Datalounge for three years?
Why am I here or there, buying this or passing on that?
Why do these unique people hire me?
Why did this or that person tell me this or that thing?
It’s a lot of numbers, that’s for sure? Do they equate in some way?
The answer is yes! This nut of a lifetime has cracked open. I recall standing in Times Square making a remark that shocked my host in the city. Gradually and all of the sudden, all these little episodes link up.
Many years ago I wrote about Virgo and the Rainbow Bridge. This was in 2006.
I know I have this skill and now I know why. But more importantly, I can now see how all these seemingly unconnected experiences brought me to this day. Maybe my father kicked me in the head, just right.
Hey, I’d not be surprised.
What do you know about the sum total of your life?