The moon is in Capricorn, conjunct Saturn and Pluto. I wrote this ten years ago, using the word, “entitlement”.
In whatever case, it’s interesting, relevant and still, true!
maureen wrote on Attention Seeking Behavior:
“I don’t know how you do it Elsa, but I’m grateful the universal tides bring you back to shore again and again.”
I don’t do it by any special effort. It’s a rhythm that’s exists in me, innately. I’ve developed a thicker skin but it took years. I have also learned to defend this blog as if it were my home (or my bar). This has helped as well.
There is something about my energy that makes it very easy to use. There is a lot of it for one thing. And it seems readily adaptable. My energy is unique and it comes from the dark (the 8th house), rather than the light.
My fan club is a dark for the most part. Many people root for my suffering and demise in some form, though they like my creative output. In short, my pain makes a meal but this may be subconscious.
I don’t think there is anything wrong with this. I’m waitress in every way shape and form. I show up for work regardless.
What I object to and find highly offensive is the denial of this service. This is the part, I don’t think is personal to me.
Most agree that people have developed a profound sense of entitlement. They’re likely to stay this way until the water to their well run dry.
That this will happen seems inevitable to me but when this will happen is up to the fates.
What is your energy like?