I have a Scorpio sun, moon, Venus, and Pluto. Moon, Venus, and Pluto are all in the 4th house. Last year or so maybe two, I have been battling the worst depression thinkable to the point where I can’t go a few hours without crying. Almost feel like I’m bleeding inside or depleting somehow. I have tried medication and i have tried natural supplements nothing feels right. If you could give me any information it would be greatly appreciated. I know astrologers don’t like these kinds of questions. But any advice or insight you could give me on my chart or just the planet circulating right now that would be awesome thank you. Please dont tell me to get help or go to the hospital I have tried all of those things.
Struggling in Canada
I’m not going to be able to go into this in depth in this format, however I think I can offer your some keys that will help you through this.
Secondly, one of the regulars here has a chart very similar to yours. She’s an older woman and I’m hoping she weighs in here as well. I would like you to know that you’re not alone. This chart belongs to a gal about 20 years old.
I want to offer you two things. First, I’d like to validate your experience. I feel Saturn’s transit to the Moon / 4th house is one of the most difficult in all of astrology. To experience both at the same time and in Scorpio, no less? I am not surprised you’re in a lot of pain.
Being as you’re 20(ish), you don’t realize that you are at a 28 year low. Yes! This is the BOTTOM. You are crossing this terrain and once you’ve made it across, you won’t visit here again for close to thirty years.
Now when you do visit here in the future, you won’t be 20 years old. You’ll have experience. So what I’m suggesting is that it’s possible this be the very worst time in your life.
If you read this carefully, you’ll see that I am moving from validation to put things in perspective. This is in line with your nature, because what follows Scorpio? Sagittarius. Perspective. Storytelling. So here’s your story…
This gal hit the skids in her late teens. She slipped on a banana peel and went into the abyss. She struggled. She suffered mightily. She thought she’d die. She came so close, many times. But then what?
Then the clouds broke. Somehow by the strength of her will, she survived the trial; she emerged from the pit with an incredible backbone and walked upright, with her chin up to her future, which she could not visualize.
This story is true. You’re almost through this. Keep moving…and on days you can’t move, rest and gather strength. Because this is not going to last…I promise you this.
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