I just can’t stop my mind from thinking too much. It’s like some days I want to do this, and other days I want to do that. Most people need a good rest after a long day but I need to stay quiet and alone. It’s like the world is a war zone to me and I go there every morning hoping to come back alive in the evening.
When I am out there, I am like this person waiting to burst but can’t. Everything I see and everything I hear bothers me. I don’t know why but everything has to be cool and smooth for me. Due to that my life, career and relationships are going nowhere and I am a laughing stock for everyone.
I also think and I haven’t still been able to be the man. I tried everything and started reading horoscopes too along with learning about my star sign. Most of the things matched me inside, but personally I am like totally lost. So, do you think I will ever be able to come out of this and start to do what is really important for me like everyone does? Do you think I will ever be able to face the reality of the world, without being bothered so much?
Please help ,
With your Sun, Venus and Mars on Pisces, you are a highly sensitized person – and with all that square Neptune, I would have to say you are over-sensitized. So is this going to just up and stop one day? I don’t think so. You are always going to absorb the world around you. You are always going to need a good amount of downtime to try to recover from it and you are always going to pine for escape. That said, I don’t think you have to live this way. Disabled, that is.
Because that’s what this sounds like. It sounds as if your sensitivity is so high it’s disabling to you and this is something that can be readily addressed with medication. Think about it.
What if you’re turned up to ten and you could wind the dial down to seven or eight? Might this change your life? I think it would. And I am not meaning to say there is something wrong with being sensitive because this is not how I see this.
I see this as a medical condition. Like diabetes. Or hemophilia. Some people are born with conditions like this which can be addressed with medication. And they’re fine and long as they have the medication that compensates or adjusts the condition they were born with and I think you fall into this classification.
And I don’t mean drug yourself into a stupor or change your personality. I can tell by your mail, your personality is fine. But if you can find a way to turn the volume down just a hair, it might make a difference and allow you to have a much better life – so I’d look into it.