There are people I interact with who routinely leave me deep disturbed. I am so disturbed I would quit interacting with them if not for the fact I like or love them. I have no idea why they disturb me so profoundly. It seems illogical. I always wonder if they are equally disturbed by me.
I have no way of knowing outside of asking them which I doubt I’ll ever do. It seems I would have to confide how disturbed I am by them (at various times). Since I like them (or love them) I would not want them to feel bad about this especially when I think the problem is mine!
I think I am reacting to stimulus that is imagined in large part. It would have to be because I don’t run with people who have ill intentions against me (or anyone else for that matter). This means I am disturbed and unnerved for no good reason though the depth and power of my feelings are out of this world.
When one person is feeling disturbed due an exchange, is it likely the other party is feeling something similar? I’ve heard this is the case. If you’re thinking of them, they are probably thinking of you. But on the other hand I disturb people all the time by writing this blog and I am oblivious.
It may be that people who have planets messin’ with your 8th house (or your 12th) bug you out but if you’ve not planets there you are very likely to have no conscious knowledge. In contrast, I have spent my life in these type pools and I am sure I am super inclined to feeling creepy.
Also want to say (for people similar to me) I think it’s possible to ameliorate the effects a person has on you but at least for me it’s slow going and small progress. This is just not something you can resolve overnight.
Ideas on this topic?