I’ve lost my sense of wonder. I’ve been living in the doldrums of life lately. Is it possible to have this on at all times, this energy flow although living in a suburban town and metropolitan city? I mean what’s a person got to do to feel anew? And I’m in the middle of my saturn return. I figured out what to do for a living but I have lingering feelings of what ifs about the entertainment industry and my sense of wonder peaks. Its the whole 9 to 5 work world with love in between or the daring venture artist scheme. I don’t know how to process my feelings too. Please help me make sense of the energy flow.
Dwindling youth & sense of wonder girl
I’m going to focus on the “making sense”…
With Saturn @ ten degrees Scorpio, you’re actually beyond your Saturn return. Reality has been delivered. Focusing on this transit is probably holding you back.
Currently, Saturn and Neptune are messing with your Moon in Pisces in hard aspect to your natal Chiron in Gemini. It’s no wonder you feel (Moon) disillusioned and think (Gemini) things are impossible to fix. This seems like a horrid combo to me.
You can address it by working with Saturn and Neptune. There are numerous ways you can do this, but in short you want to make your faith and your fear work together.
When faith and fear clash, a person imagines the worst. They become disabled by fear. But a person can also transcend their fear.
Personal to you, it sounds as if you had a dream that got reality-checked. With planets in mutable signs, know that life can be viewed from many angle.
If your dream was wrong for you, is it not better you find out about it?
I think you can regain your sense of wonder, if you erase your old focus and redefine (Saturn) what is wonderful.
As a concrete example, some people remain attached to their ex, dreaming him or her up for years and years.
Other’s let the ties that bind them fade…and they float off to a much better pond. Faith, see? You won’t get far without it.
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