One, I got married. This left me with a lot busy work changing my name and stuff. I am pretty through this or at least have things in process. Second, my ruling planet changed signs.
Some of you might not notice things like this but after a lifetime in astrology, and considering my ruling planet is Saturn, the shift is profound. It’s akin to a job change and while I can say – hey, I got married and it is hard to get more sat urn in Libra than that, the fact is the change is far more pervasive.
Part of this is just because it’s the way it is but Saturn’s square to Pluto makes this a much deeper shift in the paradigm and that much goes for all, sensitive or otherwise. In whatever case, partnerships are now a serious focus and I am seeing this (already) in my consulting.
I have long been aware I am in a “relationship” with each client and often mention this to the people I work with so they can get an new angle on how they interact with others. How they are with me = how they are with others and I bring this up on occasion.
For example someone may be concerned they are all jacked up while they simultaneously work beautifully with me which is very telling. If you can be in a relationship with me, then you can be in a relationship and I have no problem sharing with a person, my experience of working with them in a way that is clear and candid.
Back to the point, I have felt it necessary to slow things to allow myself to internalize this shift which I have said repeatedly I consider to be of extreme importance to every person on this planet and while I can see this expressing in one on one consultations I’ve not yet figured out how to broadcast it / blog it, but I will.
I will because Saturn is transiting my 9th house (publishing) but I’ve been a little slow on the uptake and I attributed this to Mercury in Scorpio.
With Mercury in Scorpio, the mind goes deep to penetrate. While I have my best ideas while in motion, if I am looking for psychological insight, understanding, healing and like, I have learned to be still. I’ve written about this before. “Be Still Swamp Thing” comes to mind and I did have period like this last week when Mercury changed signs.
Most of you know I never watch TV. Having grown up without one, a TV has always been sort of a foriegn object to me, something noisy that other people like, except for rare exceptions and one of those occurred a few days back.
What happened is we had this extreme snow storm, the first of the season and Dora suffered some trauma because of it.
Seeing Dora traumatized, traumatized me and long story short she woke me up at 2 AM one night and I could not go back to sleep. She was okay, but I just couldn’t sleep with so much on my mind both high and low, never mind my feelings stirred.
I have to go to court… just various things and like I said, none of it is bad personally but I do work with a lot of people in crisis. Iabsorb their problems to an extent, exchange energy with them so you could think of it like that as well… I have performed lots of transfusions lately, my blood for theirs so having been up all night I decided to stay in bed.
I wound up watching 22 episodes of a show in about a day and a half. Yep. The show was triggering for me but again, not in a bad way. It took me on a wild ride across a wide range of terrain during which someone (my sister) wanted to know wtf. Because I was off the blog, see? Sort of.
I told her I was taking a day off, she was concerned so I told her pointedly that I do take a day off every 4-5 months. ::smiles:: She understood that of course… call it “Elsa is brooding,” I don’t give a shit. The fact is sometimes a person has to REGENERATE.
So I am through this process now and back on the job behind the scenes but not quite ready to start dealing cards on this blog in earnest. Simply put I just want some more quiet time or private (Pluto) time (Saturn) so I can finish this transformation.
Who can relate?