Saturn Square Neptune Clouds Medical Diagnosis

dyslexiaI’m going to the doctor today. I was looking at my progressed chart – I have a packed 6th house. No wonder my life is so focused on work and health. I looked at my upcoming solar return to see if there might be some relief. It tells the same story.

I have always been hard to diagnose. I give this to the strong Saturn Neptune signature in my chart. The current Saturn Neptune square isn’t helping. I try very hard to communicate clearly but I sound confused, even to myself. Seriously, I don’t blame the doctor. If you give me your chart with all the symbols turned upsidedown and backwards, it will hinder my ability to read it!

Today I hope to find out just how crippled I can expect to be and how soon. They have enough info now, I think they should have some idea the course I am on.

I wonder if I have surgery on my neck and on my hip and on my knee and on my….if there is any hope I might be able to walk around another ten years. Five years? Or am I in denial?

It so confusing. They have grave concerns about drug addiction around here, but tend to want to treat a person like me with drugs.  It’s easiest, I guess. And cheapest. But if I take them, I feel they will cloud my thinking and ultimately disable me.  Clinically speaking, I am already disabled, but you know what I mean. I have a job I can do.

I can’t imagine not working. I am going to try to tell the doctor, I want to work into my 80’s if I live that long. I’ll need my mind to do it.

I have a lot of luck and grace in my life. I am hoping it kicks in today when I try to talk to my doctor and he tries to understand.

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Saturn Square Neptune Clouds Medical Diagnosis — 30 Comments

  1. Fingers crossed for you, Elsa! 🙂

    Neptune is exact in a sextile to my MC (also opp my venus). Yet I have to give a *major* presentation tomorrow. Here’s hoping I’m understood 😉

  2. I hope you are showered by luck and grace today when you talk to your doctor and I hope they get closer to finding out what they need to find out.

    I’m rooting for you and your health. Be well xx

  3. I was looking at my progressed chart – I have a packed 6th house. No wonder my life is so focused on work and health. I looked at my upcoming solar return to see if there might be some relief. It tells the same story.

    Stuck in the meat grinder. Yuck. I tell you how you have to do this: skip thinking about next year or ten years from now and just focus on getting through the day. Today and tomorrow and the day after that that. It’s not the way one wants to live (tell me about it) but thinking about the potential trouble in the future is just one more additional burden.

    I wonder if I have surgery on my neck and on my hip and on my knee and on my….if there is any hope I might be able to walk around another ten years. Five years? Or am I in denial?

    I think, if you’re difficult to diagnose, then a future prognosis is iffy. Unless it’s very bad right now and you can’t walk today, it’s worth not putting too much stock in it.

    But if I take them, I feel they will cloud my thinking and ultimately disable me.

    Try them out – if they work, and you can think, you’re set and if not, quit and find something else. They have to guinea pig you if you’re hard to diagnose. Basically you’ve got to work hard with the doctor to sort it out. (Oh. Hi, 6th house.)

    I am hoping it kicks in today when I try to talk to my doctor and he tries to understand.

    Well, I certainly hope so! 🙂

    max
    [‘I’ll keep my fingers crossed.’]

  4. Best of luck and good wishes with the Doctor, Elsa!

    My best friend out in Oregon has come down with something in the last three weeks. Sudden. Brain fog, difficulty walking, happening to someone who was training for a marathon she had to miss this past weekend. They think it’s MS, they think it may be Lyme, but all results so far show nothing……she doesn’t want it to be either of those but she wants a diagnosis! I don’t know her chart but we’re both having our transit Neptune square Natal Neptune along with this Saturn-Neptune square.

    I hope for some clarity of direction for both of you!

    • With Lyme, if you have EVER had the target pattern on you (it’s unmistakable) and you haven’t been treated for Lyme EVEN IF YOUR TESTS ARE NEGATIVE, you still have it. My sister, stepfather and stepbrother got it in 1976, and luckily for my stepdad he got tuberculosis soon afterwards, and the treatment cured the Lymes without diagnosis. My stepbrother was debilitated and accused of mental problems, but coped with it, and my sister- women suffer worse symptoms- refused the diagnosis I made (before it was popular) and still suffers from the sidewinder walk, rages, drug use in an effort to self treat, debilitating rheumatoidish arthritis, and general insanity. Those are the key things to know about it anyhow.

  5. The appointment went well. Got my referrals – one for neck and one for hip/back, because he’s not sure. This will be two docs…this is how specialized this has become.

    Also have a gyno and a rheumy and a neurologist. ::shakes head::

    • It’s good to read the appointment went well.
      Yes, it’s interesting you have two different “back” doctors. Makes me wonder….
      Best wishes!!

      • I don’t have two back docs. I saw my gp today…I have seen a neurosurgeon about surgery, but it is not indicated at this time.

        I asked why not one doc for neck and back / hip. My GP said the docs were specialized…though he would look for one who did both.

        He actually sent me to one who did both, but he refused to treat me because he said the neck problem was too high on my neck…it exposes him to too much radiation – more than he wants at this stage of his career. he thinks it is going to give him cancer.

        So if there is one doc, fine. If there is a doc for neck (shots / nerve killing) and one for hip, also fine.

        My gp said he could do my knee, lol. But I don’t need my knee. I did have that in my 20’s post Frito Lay. I have had these problems for decades. They’re just breaking loose at this time, I guess.

  6. I’ve only just found your info and I am so glad. However I’m sorry you’re going through such a time. Hoping for answers, healing and lots of happy for you.

  7. Much love and Prayers filled with warmth☀️ and energy✨ are coming your way, Elsa from my heart to yours.
    Blessings,
    Aries Rising

  8. I m confused a bit about planets in progressed chart. When you say you have a packed 6th house is it in the progressed or is it in your natal chart by overlappping progressed with natal?

  9. My mother is going through similar right now, although she’s 81 she wants to be mobile for as long as possible. She’s just had spinal shots and it was a nightmare for her, but she’s the toughest person I know – a Pisces. Good luck Elsa, thinking of you both.

  10. Going through something similar I looked at my progressed chart. Yep, I’m in the same boat Elsa….that 6th house is packed. I should have known. Good grief. So sick of it. And, I go from doctor to doctor… spend hours studying how I can make it better through supps and natural healing because the docs aren’t helping me.

    It’s good to have this information.

    • And you work with small animals…and I live with dogs, lol. And I am gardening (healthy food).

      Nothing wrong with this stuff, there’s just too much of it!

  11. I so understand concerns about Health my husband and I are revisiting the Eat right 4 your type eating program. It is blood type specific we first used this way of eating when the youngest son came to live with us he has a condition that is life annoying. His body produces non cancerous tumors on the bottoms of his feet and the palms of his hands. It took a while to find the right Dr but the Rheumatologist prescribed Prednizone for inflammation. I told her of the blood type diet and she highly approved. Between diet and the Prednizone he was healed. My husband lost 150 pounds and I lost some as well. When we moved back to Texas for my husbands job and to care for my parents. My Book was packed away when I found it had gotten wet and molded. I found another copy and we are back on the diet. I believe it will help possibly get my husband off High blood pressure meds and possibly off diabetes meds. Both of us could stand to loose a few pounds.

  12. Does Neptune conjunct AC and Sun in 12th also have this problem? I’ve been dealing g with medical vagueness for years and also neck surgery which still hurts like hell! I just want to not be in pain and not to have to take drugs to function.

  13. I hope you will find the best treatment(s) for such a complex set of problems.
    The body and mind are one complete system, so I think your mind will help due to your upbeat approach!
    Sending positive vibes from this small side of the planet.

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