Do you remember your encounters with bad energy? I can’t say that I do. I sort of move on and whatever it is that may be a burden, just drops off the back of the truck. However, Saturn is in Pisces and this stuff is floating in.
Specifically, I saw an image which immediately transported me back, decades. It reminded me of stopping in an account, back when I worked for Frito Lay. It was always a special order with these people, meaning they were not on anyone’s regular route.
Whenever I had to go there, I wished there was a way to skip it. Impossible of course. So I would go but invariably I would leave, vaguely pissed off. This was a private organization, rather than a retail outfit. They really didn’t like outsiders; it was obvious. Well, I don’t push myself into private clubs. I was there because they asked for me.
Anyway, these were some snotty people. So snotty, once triggered by the image, I could literally smell the air in the place. It’s been decades and I don’t think I have thought of this place in decades so I was pretty surprised at the new total recall. I immediately wondered if I could recall other places I went on that job, that I didn’t like.
I easily served 1000 businesses while at that job. Sure enough, it took me less than fifteen seconds to recall all the people or places who were distasteful to me for some reason. There were two other accounts I had a problem with. I’m not talking about personality conflicts. I’m talking about places, where I would have liked to have a shower, after I left.
As an example, I did not like going to the prison. It wasn’t the prisoners as much as the guards, but it was the prisoners too. I don’t like being eyeballed? But the guards would humiliate the prisoners, in my presence. In fact, I thought it was for my benefit. It made uncomfortable. Really, there was just too many men in the environment. They did not have female guards at the time.
It hit me, when you’re crappy to someone, or if I am crappy to someone, it’s possible they remember it… all their life. Is it the same with kindness? I don’t know. I don’t think so, to be honest. It’s oddly interesting.