Trying to catch up with people and things after whirlwind trip to my hometown that kept me offline for four days. I am just off the phone with satori, trying to transfer information in the 15 minutes we both had to spare. 5 minutes into the conversation I realized my words sounded like gibberish. The thing about a Pluto transit to the Moon, it is just so personal.
I would say that Pluto to the Moon is the most personal of all the transits, the emotions are so deep they cannot be conveyed, at least not in words. You can open your mouth to speak but all that comes out is the tip of the iceberg and you’re left to just be still with things for the most part. I’ll give you a taste of this, I met the soldier’s ex-sister-in-laws. That’s right. I met 3 of his ex-wives sisters, all of them gracious and very friendly.
As the soldier put it, if you are going to spend the day at the water park having a picnic, these are the people you want to go with because they are all upbeat. And they were exactly as he described but if you are me, you can imagine the emotion. Because I met three sisters, their kids, etc and it was not that hard to imagine the 4th sister (his ex) that would jibe with and be part of this group. So it was a tad voyeuristic and somewhat unnerving while actually not unnerving because they were all so nice and easy to like. But the feelings did come… feeling of all kinds, never mind I had eaten in the restaurant before under other circumstances.
I was of course reminded of the other circumstances and those memories were old. In fact they were forgotten until they surfaced so maybe you can see I had symphony going on in my heart and mind and soul as I sat next to the soldier, smiling and chatting and chewing.
Of course other stuff in my past happened a few blocks away, and a few blocks away from that spot is another spot and then another spot energetic to me. The whole city is like that so as we drove to this first meeting I passed by an endless number of places that impressed me while the smell was also familiar.
The desert monsoon season has a smell so this is going into the hopper with everything else and it all swirls together to make a stew that cannot really be conveyed. It’s liking cooking (the Moon). It is all the flavors together that create the experience.
You have to realize the soldier walked out of my apartment one day and three weeks later he had married into this family. He knew the sisters before he met his wife so they thought they might have met me as well – That’s how close our paths that never crossed. Most of you know this: We had spent 3 years together, ultra-tight and then whoosh. He had a ring on his finger and knowing this as well as I do, I knew it even better sitting there which describes the Moon Pluto combination. That is, there is always more. Even when you fathom it, it remains unfathomable.