Tomorrow the moon will conjunct Saturn and then head into a square with Pluto. It is very intense out there.
Wrapping up, I wrote an e-mail to a gal outlining some of my bad feelings, my resentmentsover things that have happened in the past. This transit will set off my Pluto Moon transit (negative emotion) and as soon as I sent that mail I remembered something my sister told me when I was pregnant with my daughter (my first baby).
She already had two kids and she explained that when women are pregnant they’re very sensitive. She said that anyone who crossed them when they were pregnant would never be forgiven even if the acted otherwise. I thought it was a hell of a statement at the time but it’s 13 years later and have come to see she’s correct. Then today I realized I had the other side of this equation.
When a woman is losing her baby she is also very sensitive. And if you mess with her, you are also not going to be forgiven. And this is not a threat. It’s way too late for a threat, I have lost my baby. I just want to put this out there, my sister’s words and my own so that anyone who cares to know something like this can know it.
It boils down to this: Piss off a woman when she’s is making a baby and you will not be forgiven. Piss of a woman when she is losing her baby and you will also not be forgiven, even if she pretends otherwise. Down deep you can be assured she holds resentment against you but really I don’t know how you could possibly expect her to feel otherwise. All this takes place at such a deep level… it’s like hunger.
Since my sister told me this all those years ago I have always treated pregnant women well. I extend myself to them at every opportunity and I’ll tell you why. It’s to make the for the people who don’t.
It may shock you that some people are mean or put demands on a pregnant women but they do. They are also mean to women with a child ill and her family in crisis. And if you don’t think that knowing this and/or experiencing this would cause a bad feeling or resentment then I guess I’d just wonder where you get your information!
And one more thing. Writing this, Lucille came to mind. Men have Moon Pluto too, see. It’s creepy.