When Pluto drops into Capricorn I’m going to consider the transit to my Moon to be over even though it will still be in very close orb. I think it’s pretty common for astrologers to give planets a 5 degree orb (particularly Pluto) and while I would not argue this I know for me personally, I am such a forward looking person I am just not going to remain focused on the embers of what’s been burned to the ground when there is a future out there for me. But boy these last days have been something else.
The sky is busy right now and everything going on cannot be chocked up to Pluto but I am pretty I can isolate what can. Things with my daughter obviously. Home and motherhood and also things with my friends.
My friends because Pluto has been transiting my 11th house (rules friends) for a dozen years and as I’ve mentioned before I have lost friends like you would not believe. (tag –) By natural causes for the most part although the natural causes have been extreme.
One of the most painful separations (and there have been many) came right as the transit came in, symbolic to the extreme. I lost my best friend just as my daughter was born and do you know why?
It was because she had an abortion. That’s right. I had a baby and she had an abortion and after that she just didn’t want to see me anymore. How that for Pluto (death and birth) to the Moon (motherhood)?
So now the transit is winding up and I don’t have a friendship (with a woman) that is not in jeopardy and I just can’t believe it.
I only know one way to look at this in order to be able to cope… that is if I go to zero, I can go no further. It’s like a forest on fire. You try to save some trees. You can try but if the fire is going to take them then the fire is going to take them.
I feel like the soldier when he lost everything a one point in his life. All he had left was a computer and then a tree fell on it. Yeah. A Big Tree fell through the roof and smashed his computer (as pictured) Okay then.
Pluto moves into Capricorn end of the month. November 26th? Planes are crashing all around me, I don’t know what else to say outside of reiterating what I’ve said before.
Post this transit I no longer have hopes and wishes and dreams. Pluto really does teach you to LET GO. So the transit peaks and passes leaving nothing in its wake and what I don’t know is how long it takes for something new to sprout up from the scorched soil. I’m thinking 6 months and I’m hoping that is not too optimistic. People need time to heal, they just do.
This is for you mothers out there: Stop and think about sitting there with your baby… your first baby in your arms, she was 2 weeks old. And I looked over at my best friend, we were visiting her and she started to cry.
She’d had an abortion one week prior and I knew deep in my soul at that moment, I would never see her again. That’s what this transit has been like. It really defies words.