mudlike writes on Pluto Moon House in Mourning:
So does this turning the light back on mean you feel strong enough to look around you? To heal the dark corners? I hope so, wishing you a bit of strength to hold on to. I suspect you already have a bunch but a bit more doesn’t hurt
mudlikesubstance – no I do not feel strong and no I don’t think it has to do with an unwillingness to look around myself. I don’t use the front door. I come in the house through the garage and no one else uses the front door either… anymore. They certainly used to. My house used to be where everyone gathered. It was the lightest sunniest one on the block but then the clouds came… and stayed.
The porch light is just one of the hundreds of tasks that lie in front of me. It’s like this blog at the moment. I cannot do what I usually do when the site is slow or down and out and it takes 2 hours to put a blog when it should take 5 minutes due influences outside my control. So when will I be back up to speed ? As soon as I possibly can and same with getting the lights on at my house. I am doing the best I can at all times, it never occurs to do otherwise it’s just that sometimes circumstances overide good intentions.
See that picture? That is Greensburg, Kansas. A tornado passed through the guy who was supposed to open the McDonald’s that day didn’t manage. This is like that. They will get that McDonald’s open just as soon as they can…