The Pluto transit to my Moon is nearly exact. This will be the last pass and I was describing my experience from the epicenter to a friend the other night:
“Well it’s very dark. Actually it’s completely dark, I can’t see a thing. But I don’t mean dark, like depressed. I don’t feel depressed at all which almost seems strange given the conditions. It seems I should be less comfortable but I am actually inordinately comfortable so I don’t know what that says about me. I guess I like all this depth. It must incredibly suit me because I am telling you, it is completely black and I don’t seem to care. But I’ll tell you what it’s like,” I said, stopping to let her say something if she wanted. She didn’t want.
“It’s like this: I keep writing this stuff on my blog and I know it comes from somewhere that is very deep but it is so dark where I am standing I have no way of knowing if what I write is received or understood, appreciated or otherwise. I simply have no way of knowing because it’s pitch black in all directions. It is impossible to fix on something and I mean impossible so I am just taking steps in the dark but with no fear. I am not worried about stepping in something, I mean. It is just way, way too deep to be concerned with stuff like that. Oh, might I make the wrong move or take the wrong path. If I do, then I do. It’s hard to go on that camera though, I will say that.”
“Yeah, it’s sort of incongruent with the times. I don’t know that I want to be filmed down here so unless I can be tricky, I think I will hold off on the videos for a week or so, anyway. I think I will be through this by then. I will be somewhere else but at the moment it is incredibly deep and it’s breathtaking but very hard… it defies words for the most part, though I think I will have some later on. Yeah, later on I will have some words for this but I have no idea what they may be. I have never been this deep with this much awareness in my life and I sort of want to savor it, in between the deaths, the close calls and disturbances that is. I really have no idea how I am keeping up my blog at this time. I just do it.”
Have you ever had Pluto transit your Moon? How was it?
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