I’ve got Pluto stationing in hard aspect to my natal Mercury, where Mercury is a major planet in my world. I am loathe to say anything to anyone because people keep being damaged by my communications. I can figure out why this happened. once it happens but injuring them (or anyone else) was not my intention so it’s pretty gross. It’s like walking in a room and everyone faints because you smell so bad, but you had no idea there was an odor!
I think this happens from time to time, with a person like me. You can’t have Mars conjunct Mercury and not write or speak in a way that is abrasive or challenging at least some of the time but recently it’s been crazy. I keep saying or writing things will no ill intention whatsoever. Then people internalize the communication, random people in many cases, people I am not even addressing, and they wind up bloodied, laid out on the ground. Whaaaat?
I can’t blame these other people because I am the common denominator. But I can say it’s not a good feeling when the words you use, which you feel are regular or even innocuous, turn into poison darts in translation.
I am not sure what to do about this besides talk less. I’d also like to say for the record, that there is not person out there whom I would like to harm. I’m just not strung that way as my anger lasts about as long as a drop of water in a hot frying pan.
Have you ever had a period where you struggled to communicate?