Pluto is currently transiting conjunct my ascendant. I have a daughter with Pluto in Scorpio conjunct her ascendant. I’ve dated quite a few men with Pluto rising. This is my chance to see what it’s like to have this potent planet be my “first handshake”. It’s pretty disturbing.
If you have Pluto conjunct your ascendant in your natal chart, or in the first house, you’re generally a “lone wolf” on some level. I’m not this way but I feel this way now. It’s as if people feel I’m perplexing or unsettling. What’s crazy is that I agree with them!
Still, there is a lot magnetism involved with this transit. Classic attraction / repulsion. As for what I attract, try everything. Junk and gold and love and hate.
I’ve got a couple more years before I’m really through this. I’ve suffered a lot of loss with more on the way. But the kind of loss seems to be changing as Pluto leaves my twelfth house for my first. The loss is more … as are the gains.
With Pluto transiting my twelfth house, pain was limitless and unending. I emerge from this transit, spiritually fortified. It’s a gain but I’m not sure anyone knows what to do with it. I mean, I was all crippled and now I’m not. Where would one begin?
I will say there is a lot of death around me at this time. I feel repulsive as I write that, but what am I supposed to do about it?
This is the kind of thing that is quintessential Pluto. You don’t want to be around someone who is around death – might catch it, right? But all this energy is created and you feel yourself drawn in.
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The last thing I’ll say is I’m keeping more distance from people than I normally would. I am insanely easy to find and if you come to me, it spares me the pain of rejection.
I feel like, “The Gunfighter”.
I’m content to stay home and garden and work with people who get me.
Is Pluto transiting conjunct your ascendant? How’s it going?