I got an email from a gal who’s been reading my posts on Pluto’s transit through the 12th house. The thumbnails alone tell a story. I decided to update.
Saturn has joined Pluto in my 12th house at this point. It does feel heavier but also less gross. I have Libra so I’m grateful for that shift!
Saturn in Sagittarius in my 12th house has provided me a view of my future via breaks in the fog that occur from time to time. I also enjoy strong (and broad) support from ethereal forces. I am scared / not scared of my future in that 12th house (Pisces) two-fishes kind of way.
Saturn will ingress into Capricorn in about two weeks. I expect the rubber to hit the underwater road. I expect to carrying a pack as I make my way down it. I say “down” it, because I know I’m headed to the Saturn Pluto conjunction in January of 2020. I don’t expect that meeting to take place above ground.
Years ago, I wrote about disappearing into the woods. I got this analogy after watching a movie, Defiance. Here’s one of the posts on this topic:
Turns out, I really did see what was coming. My main wonder at this point is just how isolated a person can become. There isn’t a single day it doesn’t cross my mind how important it is, I stay on the periphery. I don’t like this. I do accept it.
People ask me about my Lupus from time to time. It remains tamped down. Plaquenil was a Godsend in my case.
Early in this transit, my face was covered with sores for at least two years…maybe three! I rarely see a flare these days because the minute I see a sign of one, I take action. I’ve also modified my behavior to avoid problems in the first place. For example, I never expose my hands or feet or face to cold temperatures.
To me this is the same thing as staying in the woods. The Polish Jews as portrayed in the movie, limited their forays into town, because they understood the risks.
I also avoid people who vex the spirit. When your boundaries are porous, you’ve really got to watch who you interact with. I’m sure some of you know what I mean.
In the movie, people with a common goal and certain values in common, stuck together in order to survive. I would not have chosen my circumstances but seeing as I’ve been thrown into them, I just try to use all the skills and intelligence; the knowledge I’ve been able to acquire throughout my life. It seems this will be enough. I live in hope.
Related – Saturn Transit 12th house workshop…