The full Moon on Tuesday was interesting on the Pluto Moon transit front. I look at full moons as time when all the lights come on (for good or ill) and with Pluto involved you can expect to see some very dark place illuminated which is what happened to me while the moon was full.
Now I didn’t have a bad day. I am awfully conditioned to this by now but I got to thinking yesterday and wondering if now that Pluto has turned direct, might I have seen the worst? Might this be it, the bottom?
Interestingly, the soldier has also been suffering the equivalent of a Pluto Moon transit although he is a couple degrees back and our combined losses over the last two years are absolutely staggering. They would just pop your eyes right out of your head if you heard about them so do you think we’re done now? Seen the worst? I do.
I know a lot of astrologers will say these transits are active some degrees after the exact aspect. They give 5 degrees, especially with Pluto but this does not jibe with my experience. There is an aftermath of course and there will be some some events going forward but I just don’t think it is possible to kill either one of us AGAIN. I mean, we’re dead and then you kill us? Come on.
So I hope I am right about this and don’t get me wrong. It’s not as if I think my hardship has ended, as a matter of fact I think we’re all in for a very hard time going forward but I am talking about the Pluto Moon stuff. The very personal stuff. The stuff so deeply personal it cannot be verbalized. I really think I have been killed (Pluto) emotionally (Moon) and this is baseline.
In fact I would draw a parallel to the shipbuilder who designed the Titanic. He’s asleep when the ship hits the iceberg. He comes up on deck and there is a moment there when he realizes his ship is going to sink. He realizes there are not enough lifeboats and there is a moment of reckoning there. There is a horrible moment when the scope of what is happening is known and felt and once it has passed, what are you going to do to this guy, hmm? That’s how I feel.
That the ship goes on to sink is almost irrelevent from this perspective.
Ever had your ship sunk? What happened?