Last night the soldier and I were discussing our views on karma, comeuppance, the idea of what goes around comes around and so forth. He has very firm ideas around all this which makes him interesting to talk to. Upside of Saturn you could say. It’s like talking to someone who has some authority and is willing to stand on it.
He is of the opinion he’s got a hard road to hoe due bad deeds in past lives and we got to talking about just exactly what it is that constitutes a bad deed. Is it keeping the dollar when a clerk miscounts your change or something much worse? He expressed his ideas on this and at one point used a word that really pricked up my ears. “Anguish”.
He said if you caused someone anguish… “a lifetime of anguish”, specifically then you were going to be in big trouble. I got the idea he was speaking from experience but then I thought of all the people who have caused me anguish. I mean people who have absolutely set out to make my life a misery.
Now I have had this happen many times actually. You could say I am attracting what I put out but you’d be wrong. I am waaaaaaaaaaaay too smart of mess with people in this way. I keep a very close eye on my intentions and I always have because I think I was born knowing that if I fired a gun, there would be a backfire.
So anyway, it occurs to me this is a Pluto in Capricorn topic. I want to make what goes on in the shadow (Pluto) public (Capricorn) so I am going to tell some of these stories. But first a question:
Do you mind your intentions or figure, what the hell? If you do both, give us the ratio. Also, where is Saturn in your chart?