I like to us extreme examples of things because they have impact. Some weeks ago I was talking to my sister, Annalisa who is a Pisces. When we were growing up, she was to die. She was specifically designated as the one to be killed and we were all pretty convinced this would play out eventually.
Consequently she became what she termed a “ghost” in our family. You just don’t pay all that much attention to someone who is not going to be here long anyway. She was specifically called and considered “the runt” of the family meaning she just wasn’t going to make it for long.
She did not die and years passed but she said that some people in our family still treat her as if she were a ghost or not in the room. They talk to her husband rather than to her as they might have talked to me when we were kids because everyone in my family knew I was not going to die, at least not in this era. I had a different function.
If you want to understand this just imagine being in a situation where your survival is at stake. One sister is going to die for sure, the other is in a position to maybe help you so who do you think you’re going to share your candy with, hmm?
Now before you all freak let me tell you that as bad as my sister’s life was (and it was baaaaaaaaad) she does not see that mine would have been one she could have survived so just keep that in mind as I get back on track.
A few days after we has this conversation, I was talking to satori who is also a Pisces and she called herself a ghost. “It’s as if I am a ghost in the room…” she said. This made me think of Lindsey.
Lindsey is a double Pisces who reads this blog and posts on the boards. For a couple month every post she left on the boards went into the trash. EVERY post. What killed me is she was the ONLY person this happened to. The board do not use the same filter as this blog where all kinds of people go in the trash all the time so it just beat us all to hell how this could happen. Poor Lindsey was there all the time but no one knew it!
We eventually solved this problem by making Lindsey a Gladiator in the Colosseum but you see the commonality here: All these Pisces don’t exist. They are erased or sacrificed or however it manifests it does seem to manifest.
This made me think over the last few weeks and eventually (today) I called Annalisa to ask if she thought her ghost-ness was due her extreme experience or simply because she is a Pisces. She said it was the latter and I thought this worth writing so here it is. I’d draw conclusions but I’d rather hear yours.\