I wrote this for a client, who is hitting a wall around pining for the perfect love
“You can see this as an addiction. An addiction to pining. Most addicts eventually see their behavior is costing them dearly. You seem to be at this point now.
This awakening causes some people to change their life. They are able to let go and trust (faith/Neptune) that there will be something else out there if they give this one thing up.
Others do not make the change. They ramp up their denial to obscure their own disillusion with their situation…they kick the can down the road.
To channel this in another direction, you’ll have to come to terms with the fact that the way you channel it now is pointless and fruitless. Go ahead and let the veil drop. Something else will appear…”
This is broadly appropriate for people with Venus Neptune issues, but especially for people with Neptune in Scorpio, since Saturn is transiting the sign.
I’ve gone through this process, myself. Reality, in spite of it’s limitations, would up being better than anything I’d ever fantasized.
What do you know about fantasy meeting reality?