There have been a lot of comments regarding loneliness, some of them directed at me. For the record, I am not often lonely but circumstances do set up sometimes and this is what happened for a few days this last week.
I did just wrap up a Pluto transit through my 11th and I lost almost every friend I had in the process as I’ve reported. This has left me with a very small inner circle and sometimes they are just not available.
There is one kid here now, not two and Vid is gone a lot. He spends a lot of time with his dad which is fine with me as it is not his job to keep me company.
I have been doing a lot of consultations lately which I really enjoy. But I do immerse myself in the other person’s problem in order to be effective so at the end of the day I have absorbed a lot. I look around and there is no one to throw it off on if that makes sense.
I think the most difficult is my concern for my family right now. It is deep and it is wide and I don’t want to talk about it for a more reasons than I have time to count.
It is easy to see how something like this would contribute to feelings of loneliness and I am sure there are legions of people who would criticize but only because they project.
Some of us are meant to contain things. We are just supposed to do this and if you can’t understand then I guess you just can’t understand that.