Talking to satori…
“Remember that gal who came on my blog… she told me how unusual the soldier’s life had been, how incredible his life had been and how fortunate I was that I got to be in his company being as I was so usual?”
“No, I don’t remember that,” she said.
“Oh. Well it’s happened more than once, those people irk me. You’ve got a 17-year-old that comes to town and organizes a lawsuit against some bastard… no adviser, no nothing. I did have a yellow bicycle but just think about it. Someone who is going to be able to do something like that has got to come from somewhere and I mean somewhere abnormal. I am not the poster for the thing, I am the thing, I am the one driving it.”
“My sister and I got jobs and moved to town when we were 13 and 15 years old, I have said it over and over. What do people think when they read that? Do they think this is a lark? Is it some kind of a game? They must think it’s some kind of children’s book story, I guess. I have no idea what they think outside of it seems squirrelly…”
People are trying to figure this out and let me give you a hand. You are dealing with an anomaly here so if use rules that apply to the norm, you are going to come up with an improper equation. The fact here is my situation (and my sister’s although hers is different) is not one that can be fathomed.
If you want a comparison, there is only one person in this world to whom I personally actually relate and equate my situation to and her name is Elizabeth Fritzl. When that story broke I thought, ah ha!
If you think you are going to ever comprehend her experience and get it to fit into one of your models, you are not. All you are going to be able to do is project… and get it wrong over and over and over and over and over.
“Was it like this?”
“You must have felt like this…”
“No. Hey! Do you mind if we quit talking about this?”
People are not comfortable with anomalies however this has no bearing on the fact they exist / occur in nature. This particular anomaly writes and astrology blog. Why is anyone’s guess.