I think the perception is very skewed when you can deny 15,000 post I have written and latch on to 1 or 2 or even 10 that stick in your craw because for some reason I stepped on your toe. To me this is like focusing on a raindrop in a downpour, I don’t even know how it is managed.
When I have a day when many complain, it’s akin to the tide going out. I find myself washed up on the beach like an old boot, sitting there wondering what the hell. This happens several times a week.
It’s disorienting because invariably I am doing good work behind the scenes and sometimes even very good work so I find myself standing in a hall of mirrors and not loose my orientation.
Other days the tide comes back, sometimes with great force, like today.
I got a note from someone elegant today. I am supposed to be helping her but really she is helping me due her ability to discern what I am doing here. She thinks she is a bad person having a bad day but I think she is a good person giving someone else a good day and that right there is Saturn Neptune in action. Edges? What edges?
Who can relate?