I tend to hold on to people who have let go of me. With Uranus in my 7th house, I can definitely give a person space, for years and years and years. That’s not the same thing as letting of though, is it?
In moving across the country, I’ve became aware of just how fixed and loyal I am. I went to the same salon for more than twenty years. I kept my “gay dentist with issues” (I used to write about him), for twenty years as well.
The people who messed up my loan on the house? That was Discover Home Loans. I’ve had a Discover card since the 1980’s and a bank account with them for 25 years.
Opening up a new checking account, I noticed my (old) check register said 2005 on it. That’s the last time I balanced my checkbook. I do the same thing with people. I keep them.
I keep them in my heart and I keep them on my mind. Even when they do heinous things and/or try to destroy me, I still recall them.
I recall them and feel sorrowful. Period! My emotions are not mixed or complex in anyway. I just feel sorry about these situations where people have gone their way and I’ve gone mine.
I have no idea what this means. I wish I was a lot more flippant than I am.
Are you able to let go of people who have let go of you?