There’s a man I respect. He’s a quintessential Saturn in Sagittarius figure. He’s a priest!
Recently he made a remark about me and my “development”. More specifically, the comment was about my needing to develop.
He doesn’t know me very well at all. At first, I thought he’d made a wrong assumption or had me mistaken. I’m in this small town, who knows who I am? My husband is an imposing figure. I might appear to exist in his shadow?
I thought about this blog. I’ve developed it over fifteen years. It’s a accomplishment no one knows about. I wrote a book (Heaven, I Mean Circle K). It’s a pretty serious piece of work, and it’s real. I had to live every story in that book. They’re not exactly normal. So I thought his comment did not apply to me but then a day passed.
A day later, I realized so much has happened during the Uranus Pluto transit…I have been turned upside down and inside out so many times, I am no longer a “developed” person. I felt humbled, briefly. But then I felt exhilarated. It’s a blank slate, isn’t it? I guess it’s the upside of having your clock cleaned.
So I’m going to be (re)developing myself, starting now. Or continuing to develop. Because the fact is, survived Uranus Pluto. It’s time to find out why.
Have you developed as a person?