I was talking to satori the other night about her life. I’ve known her for seven or eight years now so I have some perspective. I was able to rattle off a list of her gains. There have been no losses that I can perceive. I just think she is doing so well, particularly with difficult transits.
“Remember when I was in the thick of it with my daughter?” I said.
“There was a point where I woke up to realize I was really in trouble and going to be in it for awhile. I just knew. Er… fFor a long time, everyone told me that it was going to be okay. I told myself it was going to be okay and that okay was going to be right around the corner. But one day I woke up and knew this was not the case. I was screwed and I was going to be for a very long time. It was just not going to work out as I’d been promised.”
“Yeah, it was all the sudden obvious to me I was on a long hard road and it would be years, most likely…”
“So at that point I paced myself. I figured I’d better because all these promises people made me were not coming true and I could see they were not going to come true. I knew I had a very long run no matter what anyone else thought and I’d better dial down and settle in or I was never going to make it, which I did. And now you’re doing that. You’re able to look at a transit and know what it means, know what to do and then do it. I think it’s called, walking the walk. You’re doing it, completely consciously so now you can tell others. I mean, the astrology helps. You can see right there, what you’re in.”
Anyone out there on a long, hard road and they know it? How are dealing with your hardship?