My chart is rife with a multitude of squares, T-squares, oppositions, and a quincunx. So, I go to astrodienst, to look at the daily probables, seems as if any good is being cancelled out by the good etc.
When dealing with personal, one on one relationships, well. I can be getting along perfectly fine with another individual, whether it be male/female or love related/ platonic, take a quick gaze at the composite chart etc. It’s all about hell-fire and brimstone.
Granted, my romantic life has been consistently disastrous, but I’ve always had strong and genuine relationships with my girlfriends, and yet the planets promise disaster and demise, in the end. And i’m super nice and kind to strangers, because I feel for them. Should I stop looking up charts, and just try to live my life?
If astrology causes you more problems than it solves, I would definitely stop looking at charts. There’s a strong chance this is case here. I’ll try to address your question anyway, just in case.
Your life, as you describe it, does seem to reflect your chart as you describe it. Challenge. Gridlock. Success and failure. I am not sure what you want astrology to do for you.
As for the good being canceled out by the bad, life doesn’t work that way. Good and bad coexist.
For example, the peppers did lousy in my garden last year. My squash and my cukes were fantastic.
The lack of peppers did not cancel out all the jars of pickles I made, or the twenty loaves of zucchini bread. When you read these “daily probables”, try to apply this example.
The other major problem in your post is the idea that the planets promise disaster in your life. Planets don’t promise disaster. They do not have this power!
If you’re reading that, something is faulty. It may be the writer/astrologer communicating something nutty, or it may be that you are making something nutty of what you’re reading. It may be that your entire perspective could use an overhaul.
For example, define “end”. It’s pretty common that things that are over, aren’t actually over.
Bottom line, if astrology interferes with your life and your pursuit of happiness – run! If this is just a block you can get around, I would do that.
But based on your post, it really does sound like you may fare better living life without a diagram.
Have you ever wondered if astrology does you more harm than good?
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