Turns out around here at least, the Mercury Pluto opposition (along with the Moon in Scorpio) rules the day. Talk of sex, hidden knowledge various things stimulating and disturbing.
The soldier had me read a passage in a book this morning, one that he’s mentioned and referenced many times. I got the book months ago but if you’ve been reading here awhile you know I don’t open a box just because he sends it. At least not right away I don’t. I have to let this stuff cool off and that’s what this book has been doing sitting next to the bed for the last six months.
In whatever case, today he put it in my hand to read after reading it himself as I(wrote the last blog).
“Just read this part right here,” he said with his fingers grasping a 10 page section.
(swearing below the break)
I decided I should read the thing considering today’s sky so I agreed and he tweaked it up a notch, “You can read it aloud if you want.”
So I read the thing and was disturbed by it as we both knew I would be.
“See?” he said. “Our lives are disturbing. Out lives were disturbing when we were together as kids and we had disturbing lives separately as well.”
“But I am a normal motherfucker now,” he said.
“P, I am. Look at me just lying here like a normal motherfucker. So you know how good it would feel to just be a normal motherfucker for a change?”
“We don’t have that option,” I said. “This is as good as it gets.”
“You go with me and I go with you. We are finally with the right person and that is as much comfort as I think we are going to get in this life.”
He shrugged in agreement.
Add the astrology if you know it….