Coping With The Current Saturn Neptune Opposition: Talking To Scott About Prayer and Intuition

I was talking to Scott, my on and off boyfriend for 17 years…and now friend for 30.

“I always figured I’d end up alone,” he said.

“Really? I figured I’d find someone eventually.”

“Self-fulfilling prophecy I guess.”

“You think? What if you just knew it intuitively? That’s what I think. Some of these things we just know. We really know. Our intuition…”

He concurred. That it was possible, anyway. “Chicken or the egg,” he said. Because he never suspends his logic. Scott has Venus Mars and Pluto conjunct in Virgo. He also has a Mercury Uranus conjunction, and he is a true intellectual.

“Well I think you knew intuitively you would be alone. That you just knew this…what you imagined was real.”

“You may be right,” he said. You read that in the biographies of artists. I always knew… I think artistic people may know things like that. Intuitive people, I mean. You don’t have to be artistic…”

I told him I was writing about this and ultimately read him yesterday’s post.

“I have prayed,” he said, without explaining further. He knows that I know how he feels about God and prayer, etc. “I have needed help to badly I have actually prayed and had something arrive.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah. And it seems like it works. But then my logical mind gets hold…”

“And you don’t know if it’s real or not?”

“Right.”

“Well that’s what I’m writing about. Because you know what a big deal this is in my life. You know how reality is just…it’s invisible to me, most the times. And how my reality is obscured from everyone else, no matter what. But right now, with this Saturn Neptune opposition, everyone is getting a taste and I gotta say, I like it quite a bit. It’s good for Elsa, because as you know this has dogged me, my whole life.”

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Coping With The Current Saturn Neptune Opposition: Talking To Scott About Prayer and Intuition — 4 Comments

  1. I wonder how it effects those whose natal saturn or neptune was retrograde. or does it?

    myself, I go back and forth between both of those positions. :-p

  2. The feeling is definitely like a see-saw. The bigger answer is knowing when things are REAL vs just a Dream/Imagination. I say, go ahead, believe in your dreams (follow your intution) yet try to check in with Reality every so often! You’ll know soon enough if you are running on the right track!

    Everything in due time and be patient. Hey, while you are at it, try to hone your intuition skills. Take this time to relax and release the tensions which obscure your inner voice. It is amazing what your intuition will reveal to you when you Trust in it!

    **Off-topic**

    I’m sorry but that little chickie looks like the marshmallow baby chicks you see at Easter time!!
    😀 The color of yellow looks yummy!!

    Scorpio ASC conj Neptune trine Mercury in 9th

  3. I have Saturn square neptune in my chart and I wonder if this has anything much with how I’m feeling at this time.

    I think I see what I should do. But still can’t. I feel like I’m living in a parallel world too, ah can’t this be over yet? I hate it!

    Also, PEEPS! That’s what Kathy means, I think.

  4. Sometimes I put calls out to the universe. That’s what I call it when I decide I really really want something and then ask the universe to deliver. I don’t do that very often, but when I do, the universe tends to deliver. It’s a good thing to have. Fairy dust.

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