If you have Black Moon Lilith in Scorpio, the wounds you bear from your Lilith experience have made you a survivor. Through your deep insight, you’ve learned to protect yourself from anything the world has to throw at you.
No matter how your Lilith pain has come about (which you can determine from the house Black Moon Lilith in in), you have figured out that other humans make scarier monsters than anything a horror movie could dream up. To protect yourself, you became skilled at seeing right through people. No one can get anything past you. You can smell agendas and hidden motives from miles away. The idea that someone could successfully lie to you is laughable. And because of this remarkable insight, you have also become a de facto therapist for the people in your life. For the people you are closest to, you don’t really mind, but for people a little bit further from your normal orbit, it’s somewhere between puzzling and enraging. Why on earth are they willing to disclose all this information? And do they not understand how much of a drain that is on other people?
At times like these, you’re likely to shut down or cut the person off altogether. Others may find it cruel, but for you, it’s simple self-preservation. And part of you also quietly believes that cutting those people off is for their own good. You know from experience how dangerous it can be to lay all your cards on the table. You’ve been burned and betrayed more times than you care to recall. You’ve given too much and loved too hard and learned painful lessons from it. Giving everything you have is a recipe for total annihilation. So you share only what is necessary and preserve the rest for when times get tough.
And times always do seem to get tough. One of the great tragedies of this placement is just how much of the world you’ve seen. You know exactly how dark, cruel, frightening, disgusting, craven, exploitative, and awful life can be. You are very familiar with the depths to which humans can sink. I would say that this knowledge has crushed you, and indeed it has. It has crushed you over and over again, so many times that you thought you’d never get back up. But you did, you do, and you always will. That is your superpower.
But it doesn’t have to be this dark. To soothe the pain, work to bring in influences from Taurus, Scorpio’s opposite sign. Taurus, above all, is concerned with the sweet abundance underpinning all life. It’s not that Taurus doesn’t understand darkness. It’s just that the darkness doesn’t have to be central. Even though the world is filled with suffering, flowers continue to bloom. Even if a loved one proves treacherous, there are plenty who aren’t. Tomorrow we may die, but tonight we can eat, drink, and be merry.
Black Moon Lilith in Scorpio is an exceedingly complex placement with so much to explore, but let me end with this: Your ability to see people for who they are and understand them deeply is a gift to the world. I know it can bring you pain, but it can also help you create a community of those who are truly deserving of your trust. You have the power to turn your pain into your greatest strength. Just remember to enjoy a little sweetness along the way.
Do you have Black Moon Lilith in Scorpio? How has it affected you?