I posted my whining about Past Lives. This resulted in reader hooking me up with a gal who reads Akashic records? I’d heard them; that’s about it.
I was definitely curious and had confidence in the reader because of the person who recommended her but also because she’s been doing this as long as I’ve been reading charts. I don’t think you can do this kind of work over that period of time unless it’s a true calling. Her chart was also compelling. I was told she was the real deal and I suspected this was the case.
So I’m off the phone… it’s been fifteen years since anyone read for me, not that I’m complaining. I’m well aware of the damage that can be caused by bad metaphysics. I’m very careful! But I really enjoyed this exchange.
My interest in this involved my husband, to a degree. He’s been aware of having past lives since he was a child. I have an enormous blind spot… really, it’s more like an entire missing brain lobe, when it comes to this realm. It’s like all these sort of deep and deeply intelligent people constellate around me – iconoclasts, if you will, and I’m just a girl! I used to say that all the time. “I’m just a girl.”
So I would like to better understand this and after speaking to this gal, I feel I do. I guess I am like her and like my husband and others I have known, but for some reason I am blocked from grasping this.
My ignorance has never bothered me. These people can’t read a chart, right? I’m okay with being who I am, it’s who I am! But I’m too a point where I feel I can benefit from trying to dismantle the block and understand things in a larger context.
One of the stray things she told me; it seemed to pop in; she said I had an entire life not involving my husband – I was, Romani. I laughed because it’s so utterly, believable.
There are also a lot of repeating themes in my life/lives. You can see this in my book – how a man always shows up to get me out of predicaments, like being stuck on a pole at the Circle K.
She also validated my life of service… this is it for me. Just, period.