Acting On Impulse, With One Heck Of A Foundation

joana writes, regarding my 1 minute astrology “uniform” on the Saint, Sinner, Designated Victim blog…

I think it’s GENIUS that you bought those shirts to serve as a uniform. You really have given this projection thing a lot of thought, a lot of past experiences no doubt…

But I love those shirts! πŸ™‚

joana, thank you but I gave it no thought at all. I decided to make videos, stopped in an Old Navy to get something for my daughter, saw those colored shirts, bought a stack of them (2 for $15 as I recall) – came home and put on two of them (at a time, remember? Astrology, Fashion and Color) in front of a camera all in about 45 min.

In other words, from conception until the time something was loaded took less than an hour because when Mars Mercury decides to do something, that thing is done. It was days later… maybe two weeks later that I realized via a conversation with satori what I had done and why.

Thing is, most of the time I have no idea what I am doing. I do what I feel I should. I do what I feel directed to do and I trust myself, knowing that if I mess up, there is always an apology that can be made.

And on that front, the apology can be accepted or not but at this point, I feel I can fall back on my body of work as far as my character goes. Not just my work on this blog, but the work of my entire life and there is plenty of that. But on this site alone, there are nearly 3000 blogs and if you can’t figure out I am a decent person from that, I am pretty sure you’re a moron. πŸ™‚

Personally, I think I am perhaps 20% aware of what I am up to and often don’t see the grand scheme (what I was really up to) for a dozen years at least and 20 is more like it. What about you?




Acting On Impulse, With One Heck Of A Foundation — 7 Comments

  1. Oh I mispelled genious! πŸ™

    As you can see, I’m not very conscious of what I do either. But from that we can gather that your sub-conscious is smart too, not just the conscious!

    I’m not aware of what I’m doing most of the time because I’m too floaty and dreamy and I lose track of time.

  2. I fixed it… er, didn’t I? Will check but I think when the page refreshes it will be spelled correctly. I spell genius wrong all the time too. πŸ™‚

  3. i’ll probably feel differently another day, but i voted “low”. i think a lot about what i’m doing (and what i’m thinking and what i might do and what i did and what i thought and when i might think), to the point that what i’m thinking has only a vague connection to what i’m actually doing. … virgo cusping my 12th house, perhaps? plus i have mars in 12th, so a lot of things “just happen” when they happen, suddenly or in a burst of activity, when i wasn’t even thinking about it. and then there’s my moon/venus situation, and, well, i have to go with the flow if i want anything to happen or else nothing’s ever going to happen. for all of my analyzing and hyper-awareness, i don’t have a damn clue what’s going on most of the time.

  4. I’m usually at a higher level of consciousness but this year, with 8th house solar sun and Scorpio progressed moon, I’ve sunk. If I force myself I recognize that, say, perhaps I shouldn’t try to get away with something, but the will takes over where ethics used to rule .. or I’m just not considering consequences .. or I don’t care .. or I’m too busy. We’ll just have to SEE if I get the Great Correction from societal forces before the end of my solar year.. Btw, do they have internet connections in prison? πŸ™‚

  5. I voted high level of consciousness about what I’m doing. But, that doesn’t always translate into a high level of CLARITY. Lots of times I’m conscious that something is going on (external or more often internal) and that I don’t have the full picture, so I wait and see. I wait and see, a lot. I have a long fuse most of the time.

  6. i’ve become more trusting as i get older, and i do know that things always work out when i don’t fight my gut with my head or don’t demand to know the why’s and wherefore’s at the time. some areas of my life the spontenity comes very easily, and in other areas or at other times, it’s more challenging, but i know it works better.

  7. how would i know? i can see more and still know it’s just the tip of the iceberg… the most i can seem to do is line up my intentions and not focus on the details. if that makes any sense.

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