Yesterday, I ran into a gal I know but have not seen for awhile. She acted like she did not see me / recognize me / remember me. It struck as funny, to a point where I had to stifle a spontaneous chuckle.
I’ve never thought about this, deeply. I guess everyone does this from time to time, but it gets awkward when you’re standing next to someone in a slow-moving line.
I have a pretty good idea why she did not want to speak or acknowledge me. She’s part of a group who has really caused a lot of loss and damage in my life. I’m pretty sure she’s ashamed.
I like this Saturn Uranus deal. It’s easy to detach from rejection, basically. I found myself standing there, with my stuffed-down laugh, thinking funny it was, childish or whatever. Like a child hides under the covers and thinks you can’t see them.
I thought this might be her comeuppance. Nothing like running into the person you harmed, especially when you’re a church lady.
I was satisfied with the whole scene. If you’re not guilty, you don’t have to feel bad about something like this. I didn’t feel bad. I didn’t do anything to this gal. The most significant conversation I ever had with her, I offered to dog-sit so she could go on vacation with her husband. No charge, of course.
It’s really weird being an 8th house person with Pluto transiting conjunct my ascendant. I may be repulsive, but you’re naked.
Standing there, I was aware that I had nothing to be ashamed of. It was a really good feeling. This woman is no better than me. We both screw up, seeing as we’re human.
Have you had an encounter like this? How did you experience it?