My husband I was were trying to watch a documentary on Albert Fish, the notorious serial killer or torturer of children. I say “tried” because he managed to sit through it where I had to walk away.

I had to walk away because they had this lunatic on there offering commentary. They had two lunatics on, actually but I am only going to mention one of them because people don’t like to read a long post.

Among many other things, Albert Fish, killed and consumed this little girl, Grace Budd. Later he wrote her mother a letter, detailing his crime:

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Great question, thank you. Sometimes I say these things knowing they are home truths but not knowing no one knows what I am talking about!

First, I did not specify “back”. It has nothing to do with being stabbed in the back. I am talking about being stabbed, period. When someone stabs you, there is an energy exchange. If someone hits you, same thing. If someone oppresses you in any way they are giving you energy. If someone kisses you, same thing. If they yell at you or if they give you a present, they are transferring their energy to you and at the point the energy is yours and therefore it is yours to use.
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In 2007, I was writing about the collective defending itself against reality an the idea that violent criminals are aware of what they are doing. I think that what is true at the end of the continuum is generally true in milder form for the bulk of us.  This is one of the reasons I am so fascinated with the outer rim of everything. What you learn out there can always be applied closer in.

As for a common day example of the idea people are aware of the negative action, how many times have I had friends ask in regards to someone they are dating… “Does he know what he’s doing?”

Continue reading Astrology, Violence, Manipulation and Denial In Relationship: Neptune!

Last night my son and I were mulling around the house, chatting. His birthday is coming up and I see a lot of changes taking place as he’s maturing. We heard a noise that stopped up dead in our tracks.

“I’ll take care of this,” I said, looking him right in the eye to calm him. He nodded and I went to my gun.

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This was the follow up to the Crimes Of Passion piece in 2008. I was surprised at the results of the poll (repeated below). Very few of you (7% in 2008, 9% in 2010) believe there is no such thing as a crime of passion when hard research shows otherwise. “I lost my mind and killed her?” Turns out this is something criminals tell juries and judges and lawyers but it is not what they tell Lonnie Athens.
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satori and I, still talkin”, circa 2007…

“I’ve taken out more than my share of perps,” I said. “But in a lot of the scenarios I can think of, I’m pretty sure I’d be struck, frozen in fear with the rest of the masses. I don’t have any judgment about that, it just is. Some people are cut out for acting in ways that are valiant, I guess you could say. And others not. I’m not.”

“I am,” she said.

“Yeah. I admire people like you who take action. And I pay a lot of attention to this and I think people like you pay a high price for their prowess.”

“What do you mean?”

Continue reading Violently Attacked? Defend Yourself Effectively At Your Own Risk: Scorpio, the 8th House and the Shadow Side of the Collective

satori and I. We’re still talkin’. Well, mostly me. But this is my bent, circa 2007.

“So as far as I am concerned the gal in Leonard Cohen’s poem… well, he wrote her down, exactly which I think is nervy. Think about it. They run into each other – these ex-lovers. And she tells him his eyes are dead. What happened to you, Lover?” I smirked. “Like he’s broken or something. What the hell kind of thing is that to say? Who would to say something like that? It’s awful. It’s awful and it’s arrogant. Isn’t that how it sounds to you? Doesn’t that sound arrogant? You know? Uppity? Pretentious? Oh, your eyes are dead.”

“Yeah.”

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satori and I, still talking, circa 2007..

“Thing is, she could not have expected that,” I said. “She slept with married men, habitually. It was a habit, conscious or otherwise. She was a serial… this was her thing. By and large they position themselves as the hot one. They’re the Lolita and the wife is the dowdy wife. Even if they’re 40, they think this. They are the hot thing and the wife is the oppressive mother figure in an apron and they’re going to do this man right.”

“That’s right.”

“Yeah. So it never occurs to them, the guy they’re nabbing is going to have sex with them and go home thinking that wasn’t all that good.” Continue reading Sleep With Her Husband At Your Own Risk – Redux: Violence Meets Violence – Instant Karma?

We’ve been talking about Uranus heading into Aries here and there on the boards, in terms of violence, at least when I join the conversation. I was editing tonight’s forecast and the phrase “sudden death” came to mind.

I googled the phrase and pulled up it associated with heart attack and as the title of a movie but my personal assciation ties it to sport, (Wiki, sudden death – sport) where it describes a scenario in a game where the next point wins.

Continue reading The Cardinal Grand Cross 2010 and “Sudden Death”