From 2007: My husband called, this was before we married.

“I was watching the Godfather last night and it came to the part when Micheal was in Italy and he sees Appolonia for the first time. They see each other. They just look at each other and he has to wipe the sweat from his forehead just from seeing her.”

Continue reading Venus in Aspect To Uranus – Love At First Sight

epiphany: 3 a (1) : a usually sudden manifestation or perception of the essential nature or meaning of something (2) : an intuitive grasp of reality through something (as an event) usually simple and striking (3) : an illuminating discovery, realization, or disclosure b : a revealing scene or moment

This is related to Old and Diseased and also to Are You Psychic About Your Life?

Continue reading Epiphany: Faith Meets Practicality And Their Eyes Lock

With Venus about to conjunct Uranus on it’s way to oppose Saturn and square Pluto, I am realizing I very likely lost a friend. I hate to say it because we’ve been talking for a number of years, maybe 6 or more but I think our last conversation did us in.  When I hung up I thought, jeez, and I’ve not been able to think anything but since. It’s like we just can’t go on.

This reminds me of when I had my first baby and a few weeks later my best friend has an abortion.  She just didn’t want to see me after that and this separation is along similar lines. The difference is I don’t intend to maintain this smaller circle which I think is something widely applicable which is why I am reporting this.

Continue reading Venus Conjunct Uranus: Losing A Friend

This is in response to Dr. Z – The Zodiac Master on Love and Rot:

I remember the day the soldier’s son realized I loved his father as-is. I’d been writing him for months and months and months and finally said something that indicated acceptance of the more difficult or challenging aspects of his nature.
Continue reading Real Change In Relationship (Saturn Opposite Uranus)

The soldier referred to me today as, “Elsa P, the un-catch-able catch”. He dreams of our showing up at our wedding… and it not going off due my cold feet. This is a perfect expression of the sky right now by the way. Venus is conjunct Uranus in Pisces… I don’t know how you get more “runaway bride” then that and it’s in aspect to Saturn… that would be the fear, or the self control that prevents acting on the impulse to escape.

I really do think we are going to marry but who knows how or when. We seem to have so little to say about what happens in our lives. This is both of us, I mean. For example when I had a baby, never in a million years did I expect it to turn out the way it has and I surely never thought I’d see the soldier again – I had counted him dead for 20 years at least!
Continue reading Lives: Some Are More Predictable Then Others… Plus Destiny, Commitment-Phobia, Independence And Those Rotten Special Forces Soldiers Who Trick You All The Time

In another manifestation of Venus Uranus (detached and odd) and Venus Neptune (ignore)… this conversation was from some months ago:

“You realize that virtually every woman you have ever slept with reads my blog don’t you? What do you think about that?” I asked the soldier. “I think it’s remarkable. They’ll all found you. All of them.”

“I don’t know what to think of it,” he said. “I don’t know why they’d be interested, no one has ever really liked me but you.”

I shrugged and looked at him. I am pretty sure the look on my face wanted to hold him responsible for this.
Continue reading Transcending And Detaching Around (Whoever’s) Ex-Lovers Read This Blog

I got this picture (from the soldier) in my email today, he says it’s of us. On the Neptune front, it’s quite astonishing to me how his name in my email gives me a thrill… it just makes me dizzy with love but really that’s a Uranus in the 7th (I have), Venus in aspect to Uranus (he has) picture.

People who have things like this in their chart have simply got to have some oddity and for us, this is it.

There is another striking thing about the picture… I can’t really afford to get him by him, can I? We are learning this is regards to our fights.

But my main point is you read how Uranus in the 7th is prone to divorce. This is true but there are other ways it can play and you are looking at one of them.

The soldier was yelling, he’s got that crew cut now you know and I was taken aback.

“Oh my God,” I said. “You are a butchy, butchy man. How did I end up with someone so butchy?”

He made a butchy noise and gesture and I gasped.

“P! What do you mean what are you doing with a man like me? I am an extreme man, you are an extreme woman. We’re attracted like moths to a flame.”

I gasped again but he’s right and that right there is the opposition. It is also evidence of my Uranus in the 7th – I am shocked at my partner. He has Venus in aspect to Uranus so I imagine it goes both ways.

Do you ever look at your lover and wonder what the hell?

“I’m a steely-eyed killer,” the soldier said happily.

“Yeah? What are you doing with a piece of fluff like me?”

“Oh, I don’t know. I can’t help it. I’m like Judge Roy Bean and you’re… what was her name?  You’re the gal he loved. He just loved her to no end. Lillie Langtry,  that was her name.  Yeah, you’re Lillie and I’m Roy. He was crazy about her and she was…”

He waved his hands around to indicate dingbat-ness and I stared.

“She was an actress,” he said. “You’re like an actress too.”

Continue reading Voice Of Venus In Aspect To Uranus: Judge Roy Bean