“That was a nice thing to say, I guess I’ll marry you after all,” I said.

He laughed. “I’m not holding my breath.”

“Oh come on. You know I’m going to marry you, I’m just waiting for you to give the word. You know you have criteria you think should be met so I’m just waiting for you to hit your marks.”

“Pretty good cover story, P. I always say, best have your cover story ready.”

This is what I have to avoid. I got married once, a few days later I called my old friend, Leon who I met when I was 19.

Leon and I ran together with our various partners for 10 years solid before I left the desert. We traveled all over together but we were even closer than that. We lived 90 minutes apart and were in the habit of spending every other weekend at the other person’s house. It was very tight friendship.
Continue reading 7th House Uranus… “Who Am I Really?”

I do have feelings about being proposed to 40 + times and for the record, that is not an exaggeration. If anything the estimate is conservative, I could almost sell bumper stickers, “I Proposed To Elsa Too”. If Scott is reading this, he is laughing because he knows it’s true!

Anyway, I don’t like this and Nick Lowe has a song the perfectly describes my feelings about it. I posted the lyrics below and you can see the aspects in my chart brilliantly described. Who but Mars Mercury is going to make a “knife out of a notion”?
Continue reading How I Feel About Being Proposed To 40 Times (At Least)

“I feel bad. I just don’t how to get married. How are we going to do it?” I asked the soldier.

“Well it’s like this. We stand in front of a guy and he says, do you soldier, take this woman, Elsa P to be your lawfully wedded wife. And then I say, I do. And he says to you, do you Elsa P, take this man, soldier to be your lawfully wedded husband and you say, well just a minute. Wait a minute, I think we’d better talk about this…”

I didn’t laugh because it sounds just like me and I think it’s tragic.
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Astrologer, Madeline asks:

“Is there a wedding happening???? sorry to be nosy.”

I presume you mean the soldier and I? Yes, we a planning to get married as soon as we can provided he can get me to do it. We plan to get married when he gets vacation but he’s not holding his breath and I can’t reassure him because I really am broken on this front. Things just come out of me and I swear it’s not intentional!
Continue reading Is Venus Neptune Getting Married? It’s Not Like She’d Know

The soldier and I, continuing on the phone last night…

“Well are you going to marry me then, hen we get to Tombstone? Are you P?” the soldier asked last night.

“Well yeah. Yeah, I think I am. You should probably have some valium on hand though. Something. Jeez, I don’t know. Getting married is not the easiest thing in the world for me to do. It seems to be almost impossible.”
Continue reading Getting Married, Provided I Don’t Pass Out

I got this picture (from the soldier) in my email today, he says it’s of us. On the Neptune front, it’s quite astonishing to me how his name in my email gives me a thrill… it just makes me dizzy with love but really that’s a Uranus in the 7th (I have), Venus in aspect to Uranus (he has) picture.

People who have things like this in their chart have simply got to have some oddity and for us, this is it.

There is another striking thing about the picture… I can’t really afford to get him by him, can I? We are learning this is regards to our fights.

But my main point is you read how Uranus in the 7th is prone to divorce. This is true but there are other ways it can play and you are looking at one of them.

The ranger (Libra Sun with Moon, Venus, Mars and Uranus in Scorpio) is not too keen to marry. Comes from a long line of unmarried men.

“You don’t have to tell me about it,” I said. “I’m a fellow commitment-phobic,” I explained.

“Yeah, you seem down on marriage,” he said.

“No, I just have creative ideas about it. Like for example if he marries someone else, he is still my husband,” I said smiling because it’s the truth. “Yes, I think that. He’s my husband no matter who he marries.”
Continue reading The Truth Comes Out… Good Luck Marrying Venus Neptune, Never Mind Uranus In The 7th House!

The soldier was yelling, he’s got that crew cut now you know and I was taken aback.

“Oh my God,” I said. “You are a butchy, butchy man. How did I end up with someone so butchy?”

He made a butchy noise and gesture and I gasped.

“P! What do you mean what are you doing with a man like me? I am an extreme man, you are an extreme woman. We’re attracted like moths to a flame.”

I gasped again but he’s right and that right there is the opposition. It is also evidence of my Uranus in the 7th – I am shocked at my partner. He has Venus in aspect to Uranus so I imagine it goes both ways.

Do you ever look at your lover and wonder what the hell?

There are hot comments on Gaslighting Redux regarding people who hate me or get pissed off at me due this blog and May writes

“What if you’re just a naturally disruptive person? Like you just have this Uranus energy?”

Well I might be but I think it is more likely it is other who is naturally disruptED and disruptive. Because no one is contained here. It’s a big world and a big internet and if you come here every day or three times a day, you are CHOOSING to be disrupted. (swearing below the break)
Continue reading Want To Understand The Saturn Opposition, Oppositions In Astrology In General? Check The Dynamics Of The “Disruptions” On This Blog