I think I am a very warm person but not lately. With Uranus and Saturn messin’ with my Moon… well I am just not really myself. I feel aloof and I almost want to apologize for it.

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The problem now is I am just a like alcoholic 3 days later. I feel no problems at all and there is a risk of telling myself, “Oh, that wasn’t so bad. I’m sure a cookie won’t hurt…” ::rolls eyes::
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I also thought the soldier would be here to help me… er, I mean do it for me but as you can see that is not meant to be. He is helping me in the way he can help me (he working hard and sending money) but as far as doing what has to be done, I am on my own… again.
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I don’t know what major depression is. I do know what “depression” is though, when it is situational and I have a lot of clients who contact me when Saturn contacts their Moon and they find themselves depressed.

Saturn in Virgo and it is throwing many who have Sagittarius Moons for a loop. If your Moon is in Sadge, you are naturally buoyant and when you find yourself sluggish… well it’s so foriegn, many don’t even know they are depressed.
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Astrologically, I am talking about a Virgo Moon suffering a Saturn transit and feeling that now is forever.

Thank you…

Madonna in meltdown

“The Queen Of Pop has sacked two dancers and her tour manager is threatening to walk out over her spectacular moods.

Doctors discovered Madge is anaemic, a surefire sign she is overdoing it, and she also suffered a painful knee injury…”

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The knee is an obvious Saturn symbol, it begs she slow down and the reference to her moods (the Moon) suggest (peri?) menopause. In whatever case, she is aging and the relationship troubles are another manifestation of Saturn transiting the ascendant impacting the 7th house.

Any Virgo risings out there feeling their age? What about Virgo Moons? How are you faring?

I don’t know if you can reconcile and repair your relationship with your friend but I tend to doubt it. People rarely want to be friends with people are nasty and lie to them, so what is left for you to do is gain from this loss if you can manage. But to do that, you are going to have to take responsibility.

As is it your mail sounds like this (in between its elevated language).

“I fired at my friend and now I have all these bad repercussions. Perhaps now I will be a victim who suffers my whole life long when I never meant to hurt anyone and my intentions were completely honorable when I sent those nasty mails…”

Now that is what I read and something does not compute. Here is the humble version:

“What was I thinking when I sent those nasty mails? I must be incredibly arrogant to think someone would tolerate that. When did I become so thoughtless, self-centered and low-minded as treat a friend so poorly?”

Then comes this:

“Jeez Louise, talk about learning a lesson. I’ll never do that again…”

As to the astrology, you have Saturn transiting your Pisces Moon and it begs you learn compassion. Not for yourself but for others.

Good luck.

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You’re depressed! Saturn is transiting your Moon in Pisces which is a classic signature for this type of feelings. I would go as far as to say you can’t have a Saturn transit to your Moon and not feel depressed to some degree, so the first thing to know and to keep in your Gemini mind is the fact that the things your are feeling are transitory not permanent in spite of their intensity.

Beyond this, I would suggest you go very easy on yourself and try to put the people who would like to see you happy aside in the short term… because this is one of things that exhaust a depressed person. Trying to stay up for the peanut gallery that is. You’d do better to spend your time alone sorting through your feelings or talking to a close friend who knows what it is like to feel “dead”.

Seeing a counselor who can help you sort through this childhood (Moon) stuff that’s got you down (Saturn) would also be a good shot, but bottom line I think you will get through this just fine. Yes it’s dark but it is not going to stay that way. I would be willing to bet your mood lifts once the transit passes and just knowing it is going to pass on its own accord can do a world of good as can a bout of depression for that matter. Because you are by nature a compassionate person and having gone through a time like this, you will be that much more equipped to be compassionate and we need all the people like that we can get.

Good luck.

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I am very sorry for your loss. Your pain is palpable and I will try to help. First, a Saturn transit to the Moon (your Venus is also involved) is one of the most challenging transits particularly for the young and you are just 23. And I don’t think it’s helpful for you to think in terms of karma and punishment. It is clear you are suffering and at this point, you want to work to feel better not worse. And though this will also be challenging, it can be done.

Essentially what you are doing is grieving, which is a process. And having identified all your shortcomings (ouch), it is now time to shift your focus away from that and try to move towards acceptance. Accept the loss. Accept the price you paid – but instead of going backward and beating yourself up, try to focus on the future and figure out how you are going to incorporate what you’ve learned.

This can take the form (Saturn) of making a commitment (Saturn) to never again perpetrate whatever it was you did. Commit to doing “the right thing” in relationships. Commit to acting as an adult (Saturn) and you can even go as far as being grateful you have learned these lessons now, because you know what?

There are people 10 and even 20 years older than you, still acting the fool.

Much love and good luck.

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