“Yeah, I was in first grade and managed to get myself kicked out of school,” the soldier said.  “This was back when 75 cents was a big deal. You had to save up for that kind of money so that’s what I did and there was this girl I liked, she went to my school.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah and I wanted to kiss her so I saved my money and then I took this quarter to school and I told that girl I’d give her the quarter if I could kiss her.”

“Yeah?”

Continue reading Voice Of South Node In Aries: Past Life Soldier… And A Soldier’s Affinity To Whores

The soldier believes he has been a soldier for many, many lifetimes and expects to be a soldier for many, many more. He thinks that now that we have gotten together, we will continue to be together… Period.

“So what? I just keep marrying you and getting a dead husband?” I asked. We were watching a war movie and bodies were strewn everywhere.

“P, shush.”

“Well you keep being a soldier so what the hell?”

He shrugged. “Then I guess I better get myself some janitorial skills.”

I laughed.  “I am just wondering. You keep fighting and what am I to do?’

“You just keep bitching, P.  That’s what. Keeeeep bitching.”
I snorted. “You really think you’ll marry me next life?  Maybe not. Maybe you will be a soldier and I will be a whore you know,” I said.

He rolled his eyes. “You’ll recognize me,” he said. “As soon as I meet you I’ll ask you if you want to be my girlfriend.  You’ll know me.”

I would debate this but he is just so convincing.

The soldier has his south node (past lives) in Aries (war) and claims he has had many lives as a soldier. Stories like this one make you a believer…

“Yeah the teacher, Mrs WEIN-STEIN told my mother I danced to the beat of a different drummer and I got in a lot of trouble for that. I don’t know what the hell was wrong with me, I couldn’t figure out what was going on. For example, when I was in second grade I was in a play. The play was Little Red Riding Hood,” he said in Spanish. “And I played the hunter that was supposed to run around and hunt the wolf.”

I laughed at the casting.

Continue reading Voice Of South Node In Aries: Past Life Soldier – Little Red Riding Hood

Yesterday the weather was nice here today and the soldier and I were thinking about taking a break from room cleaning to run out and do some errands.

“If we leave now we can probably get everything done and get back before Vidroid gets home,” I said.

“Okay, then I guess I better put on my boots,” he said.

“Boots? It’s awfully warm outside for boots. Don’t you have some sandals?” I asked.

He just looked at me.

“You don’t have a pair of sandals?”

“No, I just wear my boots.”

“Well when is the last time you had a pair of sandals?” I asked.

“When I was a Roman soldier?” he asked as if he were trying to figure it out himself. “Yeah, when I was a Roman soldier I probably had a pair.”

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Amber writes on Perspective Of A Past Life Soldier:

I think you got a fair share of misery, as a ‘young’ soul- if that’s what you are. I always thought the young ones had it easy (just kindergarten for them, they’re still being looked after).

Well I have no knowledge whatsoever of having a past life or not and in fact the soldier is the only person in my life who I have found credible when talking about having a past life although the concept is reassuring. In his case I have no doubt whatsoever what he says is true. He told me the same (crazy) stuff 30 years ago and his entire life from the time he was a little boy, supports (it damned near proves) his claims.

Some of this stuff is coming up. I have written it at least in outline, I just have too many docs going at the moment! Perhaps Saturn will go direct and I will methodically untangle, you think?

Do you believe in past lives? What about the idea of a young soul having it easy?

The current grand trine in Earth (calming) is conjunct the soldier’s natal grand trine in Earth. Couple days ago I called him…

“I had a question, it’s about love,” I said.

“Shoot.”

“You know how you think there is love out there for everyone? That there is one soul for every other soul?”
Continue reading Past Lives And Love: A Reassuring Perspective

If you get the soldier drunk he will tell you all about his past lives…

“Rome!” he said. “Now that is a city.”

I stared. “Rome, huh? And you had no love ever in any of your lives until you met me?”

That’s right.”

“Well tell me this,” I asked, drinking myself and hoping to trip him up. “How do you live in a city like Rome and have no love?”

“Oh, P, get off the space shuttle!” he said shaking his head and snorting. “You’re a gladiator! You be a warrior! No one wants to be with one of those guys.”

“They don’t?”

“Hell no. I’m joining Special Forces, that’s what I said. Oh really you said? Bye then! He had a grin covering his entire face.

“I didn’t say that,” I said.

“Yes you did. That is the condensed version anyway.”

I didn’t say anything because come on. I had some wine to sip.

“So what happened anyway?” I asked regarding the soldier’s past lives. “How come you never got any love? What did you do? Just go to wars and fight and die?”

“Pretty much,” he said. “Some other stuff happened in some of my lives but mostly yeah. That was what I did.”

“So you would just go out and get killed young? Is that it?”

“Yeah, I did plenty of that. It took me a long time to learn to stay alive,” he said. “But that’s not the reason nobody loved me. I was alive long enough someone could have loved me if they were gonna.”

“No kidding,” I said trying to conceal my amazement, probably successfully. “I see.”

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Yesterday morning after breakfast the soldier put “Patton” so he could better digest his food. “Let me just have a few minutes of war… some martial music so I can relax before we unload that truck. He proceeded to call me in every 4 seconds to see “the most important thing to know about Patton,” or ‘my other favorite scene in this movie…”

And you know the soldier believes in past lives (as a soldier) which is something he has in common with Patton. With his south node (past life) in Aries (war) in the first house (war), astrology supports his claim. We watched the scene in the movie that addresses Patton’s past lives.

“So what?” I asked. “Do you think you know him? Did you know him back whenever?”

Continue reading Voice Of Mars… South Node In Aries, First House

On my way home from an errand I was thinking about this life which I intend to continue to live as completely and as well as possible though I really don’t think it is very grand or desirable. It’s sort of like being dealt a bad hand in cards. Doesn’t mean you can’t enjoy the game… the sport of it. I can’t say that I mind winning even with these crippled cards.

But anyway, I started to wonder what life I might prefer and I realized I could care less what my next life is, if I get one though I do hope I get to be an astrologer. I really like being an astrologer, which made me think perhaps all the suffering and hardship I have this life is small price for the fact I get to be an astrologer. So what about you?

If you were choosing your next life… what would you be?

pictured – The Astrologer, engraving, Giulio Campagnola, 1509