From 2008 in regards to assimilating trauma / Pluto transits – shell writes on Will It Take 10 Years To Assimilate:

“Is that kind of like when something happens in your life that is painful, and you think you’ve learned a lesson and will be better equipped to handle it the next time around; yet when it happens again, it still hurts like hell and you have a brain fart as to how to handle it productively? And the second time around, you have baggage from the first time which only adds to the backache? Yeah, I could see how maturity would be the only thing to help. But that only goes so far, huh?”
Continue reading Pluto Transit To The Moon – Mine: My 8th House Puts A Fine Point On Trauma – Specialists, Audiophiles, Bliss, And A Perspective On Death And Multiple Lives

From March 2008: Tips on finding your ideal love –

This came up in the Colosseum. I wrote:

“…I just hope people are satisfied when it is all said and done. I am a very hard person to package and sell. It’s a catch 22 because if I become more manageable and/or predictable, I won’t be me at all.

When I did this I didn’t know if there would be 10 people or what. This was a total stab in the dark and then once committed I just go on faith.

I wonder if there are other lives and I wonder if there are if I will be born with a Saturn Neptune signature again…”

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Elaborating on my comments in response to Loonsounds on, Sleep Tight America!

I have thought about this some more and the soldier has said very plainly no one wants their destiny tied to his. Since my destiny is tied to his I can speak to this and tell you that it is a very difficult.
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I was running through my gabillion drafts and realized I had this other point to make on the whole subject of squandering talent.

Now the soldier and I know someone who is very talented. This gal was born blessed with little deficit and profound opportunity. She also enjoyed supreme support from a variety of high quality sources, way beyond the norm.

Not only was every single shred of this squandered, the resources were employed to do damage. This gal wreaked as much havoc as possible, motivated by pure greed and without remorse.

To witness this was galling. It’s like it would turn your hair a new color or something… things like this are just not supposed to happen, sort of like toes falling right off your feet but it did.
Continue reading Destiny, Past Lives – Various Theories Around Wasting Talent And Running Amok Redux: Squandering Talent… Or Not: Paul Newman

dolce asks on: Astrology, Destiny, Past Lives – Various Theories And Applications


“What about doing bad things to yourself? e.g. someone who tries to control everyone else just makes themselves mostly miserable. And people can really beat themselves up for no reason sometimes…”

dolce, that’s a great question. We know people like this and the soldier has very strong opinions on the subject. He assures me that squandering talent is a very serious offense.
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My sister, Pisces and a bonafide psychic had a lot to say about past lives. While her psychic ability has been proven to me countless times, her past life stories were never credible (the way the soldier’s are), however the theories she developed over the years were very interesting to me and in fact have impacted me profoundly. For example if I don’t like someone or if someone burns me, I always try to just walk away.

I am almost always successful with this but that is not to say that you could or would or should be because you are of course a different person with a different plot. But my sister’s idea was very simple. She assured me if I cut someone I didn’t like to ribbons, I could count on meeting that person in another life and as my family is into leaving (Jupiter) and escape (Neptune) – well who would want that?
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Snapdragon asks on The Day The Police Came To Get Me also around the bad things that tend to happen to me.

“Elsa, do you believe in past lives? (not sure that I do) I’m just wondering if you chalk it up to your chart, or to karma, or what?”

Continue reading Astrology And Philosophy: Rotten Things Happen – Is Your Past Life / Bad Karma To Blame?

Jeremy asksin regards to the soldier…

1) Why won’t he fly?

I think you are sort of new around here. The soldier was in Special Forces for many years. He has (well) over 200 jumps into combat but hates flying. He has a fear of heights actually. Being a Taurus and likes to be on the ground.

He loves to fight though. He loves battle in every way shape or form so much he willing to jump out of a plane to be in the middle of one but now that his fighting days are over he’s got no motivation to get on a plane and it is well understood by those who know and love him, if he’s traveling, it’s by car.

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Speaking of the soldier’s past life soldiering, things like this get your attention. Vid and the soldier were sitting on the couch next to each other looking like a matched set… the Tauri.

“You’re drinking coffee,” Vid said.

“Yeah. I am. Do you know when I had my first coffee?” the soldier asked. “I had my first cup of coffee when I was just a few weeks old, except for it wasn’t in a cup, it was in a bottle. I was a baby so I had to drink out of a bottle.” Continue reading Voice Of South Node In Aries: Past Life Soldier