I am off the phone with Annalisa who has known me for decades to check my observations. I noted my feelings are static.

I am currently aware of this, dealing with my cousin.  I always liked her. She was older than me so aligned with my older sisters. She was a foot taller than me, she was blond haired so we really had no peer-ship about us but she still gave me a feeling when she was around and the feeling was good.

Now Annalisa talked about how her feelings about people and things have evolved. It may be they matured, I don’t know. But her feelings change over the years where I don’t think mine do. It’s as if the dice land, I get a read and that’s it.

Continue reading Astrology And The Moon: Feelings: Fixed? Fluid? Fleeting?

From 2007:

I consider myself a man’s woman and I don’t think many would argue. But I am also a feminist with serious credentials. But this blog is not about me. It’s about I woman I know who fascinates me because she has such little use for men!

She’s a married, heterosexual but her husband is a complete afterthought to her. She’s pretty much disinterested in sex. What she loves is her sisters… which is basically any woman of any age who lives on this planet.

She spends most her life supporting other women by being politically involved and planning or participating in women’s groups or circles. And she is always trying to get me to come to one of these things to which I respond…

“Why would I do that? There are no men there,” I say, and she roars laughing in response. Continue reading 3 Years Ago On The Elsa Blog: She’s a Woman’s Woman With Sisters All Over This Land: One Of Them Is Cheating With Her Husband

“I saw her interviewed,” I told a pal. “She was nauseating,” I said. “Jeez, she’s like 50 something and still going on about her affair (with a fellow star) when she was 20. I bet that guy is sorry he ever got near that woman. Who know she’d still be going on TV, 30 years after the fact lamenting the loss of her love and her broken heart. It was sickening.”

She laughed.

“But men like her that’s for sure. The man I was with said I was just jealous when I complained about her. Yeah, she is tall and blond and skinny and he thinks every woman wants to be tall and blond and skinny. I thought it was ridiculous.”
Continue reading Your Moon, Your Roots, Your Culture: Boasting Italian

This came up in a consultation…

When I decided to include my sister in the Clearcut Astrology crew, I explained if we used her name, people would search her out and contact her. I let her know I had about a gabillion enemies and the lengths some of them go to to mess me up.

For example, one of the obsessed comments on other astrologer’s blogs using various screen names. They flatter the astrologer and appear clueless and fawning in order to groom them for future operations that target me. Others have contacted satori, tried to befriend her in order to extract personal information about me… you get the idea.
Continue reading Astrology And The Moon: Family Bonding And The Power Of The Feminine – “You can’t turn blood on blood.”

I’ve spent most of the day contemplating patterns and rules of relating that are deeply rooted. The subject is too vast for me to contain and communicate but I’m going to try to get something (coherent) up here. I wound up thinking of this in terms of different cultures and I started with my own…

When Italy was hit with their earthquake, the US government donated $50,000. I could barely believe my eyes when I read the story – such an insult!
Continue reading The Roots and Rules Of Your Culture

Today a gal I know discovered the deep root of her pathology and along with it and as an aside she uncovered the origin of the behavior of some of the other people in her life.

For example she could look back at her first marriage and see they she was doing one thing for one reason and her husband was doing another thing for another reason.
Continue reading Are Some Behaviors So Deeply Rooted A Person Is Powerless to Change Them?