My son and my husband went to my class with me last night. We started out with about 25 people in there but now have closer to 50.

Vid popped off in class even though it’s for adults, he’s got the Panizzon blood. My husband said nothing though he taught this class himself for six years.  He was polite when I introduced him to the people at my table but I mean, he didn’t contribute to the discussion either in our small group or at large which should not have surprised me though it did.  Later he shared his impressions of the people in the room and I was surprised.
Continue reading Scorpio Moon Reading Emotions Of People In A Room

This is from the archives in regards to another ex-green beret I knew. This guy helped me out, tremendously. I think he did it because he found me deserving and I don’t think he thinks many people deserve much.

There was never a physical relationship here. There might have been but he was older than me and as you’ll read in here, I was in no shape emotionally to deal with a sexual relationship. This is pure humanity.

Continue reading Pure Humanity: Aquarius Sun With A Scorpio Moon

I’ve said it many times, I lack perspective and go begging for it often.  Last night I was trying to get my husband’s view on something which can be difficult at times. It’s not that he’s not forthcoming. With Jupiter in Sagittarius, he will pontificate until you beg for mercy but he doesn’t always understand the question.

His Saturn in hard aspect to my Mercury makes communication difficult at times. In his vernacular he’d say I am an abstract thinker where he is logical and the two minds don’t always marry well.

Continue reading Our Commonality Is Suffering?

Father’s Day was remarkable around here when someone surfaced from my husband’s past.  It was the father of his (deceased) best friend. (Updating the father’s day story).

Ultimately, this led to my husband contacting his friend’s daughter who is now 17. Her father died when she was 6.

He started writing her the story of her father as he knows it. Since the men were in Special Forces together and pretty much the whole team was killed at some point, there is no one else can tell her these stories. My husband is not keen to tell the stories but he is doing it anyway because as he says, “I just can’t say no to a girl.” Especially this girl…
Continue reading Under The Scorpio Moon: “Rumbled Up”

The soldier and I were talking about lemonade which I do not like. He is distraught over this (his word) because he loves lemonade and he’s gone as far as to say if we’d have met a kids (little kids… 8 years old or something) he might not have liked me.

“I think I’d have wanted to have me a lemonade-drinkin’ woman,” he said. “You know. I want to drink some lemonade with my girl.” We were getting into the bathtub at the time.

“Henry (my grandfather) wanted a glass of lemonade once,” I said. “He was dying.”

Continue reading His Scorpio Moon And My 8th House: Death And Lemonade

I have this code thing I do when I write and speak. HQ understands it to an extent because he edited my book. Annalisa understands it better since I’ve been been doing it since I was a kid and so has she to an extent. I don’t know what extent because that would be a secret, see?

I put tricks in my writing in ways that are both simple and elaborate and this is so ingrained in me it is not always conscious. I think most things I do are unseen by others but sometimes my writing is tricky enough, I trick myself. Yeah, it’s possible for others to see the tricks in my writing when I can’t see them myself and while I hate when this happens, it is probably why a lot of you read here.

Continue reading Under The Scorpio Moon: Writing And Talking And Sanctioned Use Of The Goods Of The Dead

Typically I see full moons as times when the lights come on and things are illuminated. The period is potent but the energy is neutral. I always figure how you deal is dependent on how willing you are to look at things in the light of day. This full moon is different though. A day from heaven or hell, depending on your perspective.

If you want energy, there is going to be plenty of it. First, we have a tight aspect between Mars and Mercury involved with the full Moon which is going to whip this thing into a frenzy. A frenzy of thought and drive (and driving), angry words, mental challenge and for many, psychological and emotional stress.
Continue reading Transit Watch: Full Moon In Scorpio – April 28, 2010: Dodging Bullets And Making Hay

“Yeah, she lost her grandmother and she has already lost both parents. I wonder if that makes it worse,” I asked my husband after writing the post on loss.

“I don’t know,” he said. “I have lost so much in my life. I have lost so much, I don’t know about that.”

“Hmm.”

“Everyone loses everything eventually,” he added. “I lost things very early in life though… I think. Really, I just don’t know about this, I just don’t know.”

He’s right. Everyone does lose everything eventually. Ever gone to an estate sale? They sell your couch so fast it’s a joke.

What matters is your legacy. So says my 8th house.

Have you created a legacy? Tell us about it.